shady shade

2005-09-20T15:15:00.000+08:00

aiyah... the weekend past by so fast that we didn't even feel it was over.
last nite when he called, it just felt like it was friday all over again. weekend is and will always be great with him by your side. even if it means doing nothing.
now we are looking forward to this friday when it's the weekend again.
if last weekend we spent our time slacking at home and then to his frens' chalet at nite... this weekend we'll become the chauffeur to my royal queen of 368 aka m.u.m.m.y! dad will be off again on a company trip. this time they will be going to China for, i think, 4 or 5 days. And then we'll be attending his company's D&D. gosh!! it have been sooooo long since the last time i went to a D&D. the last was... not those my company organised. ya, don't be surprised... for 6yrs plus now, not even a single D&D organised by my work place did i ever attend. ok the last was during my final year in Delta. it was organised by the upper sec whose leaving that year. haha!! that was how long since the last time i dressed up! and this time he've invited me to tag along... i was so excited. yeay!! this time i got to dress DOWN!! but of course lah still looking fabulous and with their theme "Beach Party"... who won't be so excited. especially me! i got to wear my flip flop :D
but... but.... this is really the wrong time to be spending on anything..... arrrgghhhh!!!!
oh well i just have to restraint myself from spending OVER budget... ;p

ok now let me see.... what should i wear.......

2005-09-12T13:13:00.000+08:00

Found her name in the friendster.
Looked thru the pics.
She's in a relationship with somebody I've never seen before.
I guess he won't know him too.
She's a no one to me. And to him.
But the sight of her always disturb me.
I don't know why...
She is undeniably a babe.
If I were a male I'll definately be attracted to her.
"But that's if u know her..." he said.
"She's the kind you'll wanna have a fling and satisfy ur dire with. After that.... that's it..."
I can see that...
Her name brings me back to that time.....
Nothing ever happened between them.
In fact, there were really no "chemistry" between both of them.
I can see that too....
She's a flirt...
And he wasn't attracted to her. AT ALL.
Sometimes I wonder why... and if it's the truth..

Haha... I remembered there was once we bumped into each other.
The hatred was so obvious in her eyes. I don't understand why.
They were wondering why too...
Funny... "Haha... she don't like me don't you guys know..." he said and he laughed at it again.
We were, coincidently, suppose to take the same bus home.
"Let's take the cab instead. My treat." she said to them...
Is she mad b'cos she was rejected and that she failed to make him attracted to her?
Did something happen?
Funny...

But that was the past... left kept in my memory.
But still....

2005-08-17T12:20:00.000+08:00

Emailed the gerls again today to plan for our gathering. It's been so long since the last time was on Sailap's graduation show but that was only a few of us. I hope the rest will reply as soon as possible to set the date and time. missing them lots! Hope they are ok to meet up on weekend so dat Mengz can bring along her lil babe. Can't believe dat we've not meet her since she was born.. she must be abt 6 or 7 mths old already... according to Mengz she is getting chubbier everyday.. oh really can't wait to meet her babe! and can't wait to tell the gerls the perfect place to have our BIG gathering! before that i have to get a baby gift for Mengz babe. cannot be coming in an empty handed rite...

speaking of gatherings..... KAK LYDIA N KAK NOREEZ!! when will we be meeting up again? remember the once-in-a-month-gathering??? this is not like wat we've planned rite... huh! ;p

oh and Happy Befdae Mummy!!! May u look young always and of course panjang umur! :D

2005-08-15T12:01:00.000+08:00

yesterday deary n me caught the repeat telecast on the National Day parade at Padang... as always, every year they did a very good job on all the performance and this year the goverment really spend millions, i think, especially on the fireworks. yesterday evening finally get to watch the last firework that was held at the Marina South in conjuction of the finally day of the carnival. it was beatiful....
but from now onwards, 9th August will never be the same again cos that will mark the day my dear paternal grandmother returned to HIM. in within 1yr plus i lost both my paternal grandmothers. last year i thought that my granny from my mum's will still be around for my engagement. but HE loves her much more than us and so the 2nd day we welcomed 2004 she left us and now when i wished that my father's mum will still be around during my wedding day but that too... will not happen... last time i used to be grateful and proud that both my paternal grandparents from both side were still around. but when it's time for them to return to HIM we can just never predict when it will happen. that goes the same to us...
and ironically, on the very day my grandmother passed away, my neighbour gave birth to a beautiful baby gerl. huh! maybe she might be the replacement for my granny. who knows... only in GOD's will can this happen...

ya Allah tabahkan lah hatiku....

2005-07-27T13:52:00.000+08:00

oh no.....
i think it's happening again...
the nighmare that i've been praying and hoping that it'll not turn out the same...
Oh God.... don't let history repeat itself...

Ya Allah.... tabahkan lah hatinya dan kuatkan lah imannya.. jauhkan lah dia daripada godaan syaitan... Ku bermohon padaMu ya Allah....
Amin.....

2005-07-21T15:09:00.000+08:00

this past few days all that's in my mind is food, food and lots of food!!
it's pasta to be specific.. ;p
the other day was browsing around at the Popular Bookstore after work. was looking for some papers to make my card. as i stepped into the bookstore, the first thing i saw was recipe books! lots of them. yay!! that's is what i like most in a bookstore ;p all types of recipe and crusine.. one book caught my attention. it's "The Bible of Pastas." OMG... the book is so thick. everything u want to know abt pastas is in the book. from making the varieties of pasta to all the different type of sauces and toppings. and it cost 57 bucks! another one was a mini book on low-fat desserts. *slurp* super delicious seh and they are quite easy to prepare. boy i was so tempted to buy a few but.. never mind lah... some other day lah when i have my own house or when it's time to cook for the hus-band. for the time being... i'll just drool at those beautiful pictures of FOOD!!

2005-07-14T13:39:00.000+08:00

*yawn* me just wake up from my nap...
still wrapped under my 'blankie'...
so cold....
it's drizzling outside...
wish i could continue my dream till the sun comes out again..
the ambiance here is so soothing...
not so many people are walking in and out of the store...
haiz~~ don't wish to start work..
am pulling the 'blankie' up to my neck...
am staring blankly at my computer screen...
kring kring kring...
"errm.. can you come in here pls.. i need you to help me do something..."
idiot!! disturb my peacefull time only.. chet!

enjoy what's left of thursday aik!
eh eh... it's thursday already lah... *wink wink* ;p

2005-07-08T10:00:00.000+08:00

I've made my vow..... NEVER to watch "Dia" ever again!!! ceh!!
org tak de high blood pressure pun boleh dapat high blood pressure.
kurang ajar punye cerita!!! and because of "Dia", I've missed Inuyasha!!!
Damn the director!!

2005-07-03T01:08:00.000+08:00

Went to the car show @ Expo with him and his colleagues after work. It was my first time but I roughly knew what to be expected there. Beautiful ladies standing by beautiful cars. Just like in the photos that my boss ever showed me of previous car show. And it's true... the moment we stepped into the hall, the first car that we saw was surrounded by men focussing their lenses to 2 beautiful and sexy ladies posing by the car. And the funny thing is that these ladies were the "main" focus instead of the car. Reeeallyyy... But I can't deny it lah... the ladies were really beautiful and they were good. Very seductively...
While we walking around, we spotted another "main" focus but this time the crowd of men were much more than the first one we saw. As if these ladies, there 3 of them, were some kind of superstar. Taking snap-shots of them closely. I think these ladies are not local. One of them were posing so slutishly that as if she was posing for Playboy magazine. The other 2 also the same lah... Action cute... It made me sick. Every one of the men were trying to get a chance to take photo with them. Klau lawa tak pe.. They were standing around the car so closely that the boy didn't get to take picture of that car. Not until the ladies and the crowd shifted to another car then the boy got to take a shot of the car. Funny siak... No wonder my boss told me "don't forget to bring camera and take lots of pic." tsk! I think most of the men who went to the show, out of 100 of them, 70 of them just wants to take pictures of these ladies ONLY. tsk!!
Anyways, these are a few cars that caught my eyes...

so the AustinPower..

i like this car... so cute..

Lambougini... power!!!!

our nxt target.. ;)

I lurve this car!!! so retro!!!

this car is the fastest car on road, and it's legal! according to him..
really very unique.. only 3 person can sit inside. the driver in the centre and 1 on both sides.
cool rite... but really... on which road can you actually drive it and really test the speed... u tell me!!

2005-06-28T15:41:00.000+08:00

When i want things to be done... I want it to be NOW! If i were to wait till I got home, by then laziness have already sets in and what i'll most probably do is just sit in front of the tellie and stare blankly at the 21" box.
haiz~~ i wish there's a box of chocolates in my drawer NOW so that i can munch and munch it till it's time to go home...
i wish i can make a big bowl of salad NOW. I could taste the yumillious Caesar's salad from Coffee Bean at the tip of my tounge Now. hmmm.. should i drop by WM just to get that...??
arrgghh!!! i really want to eat SALAD NOW!!!! *slurp*
aiyah... boring ah now...
today is Tuesday... tomorrow will be Wednesday.. can't wait for wednesday to meet him ;p
after dat 2 more days before it's the weekend again. so long seh....
time passes by so fast that without realising July is just around the corner. dam dam du di dam~

last sat went to JB with him, sis mum and sis. and guess wat... for the very first time, I took the bus into JB and we walked all the way from the check point to City Square...
ya ya it was the first time for me to take the bus but it was ever since the new Woodlands check point was built. last time was the old building, the old check point. now very good. just like the airport. most of the time went into JB by car so got no chance at all to take the bus or walk on the bridge again. have been wanting to do these for so long since City Square was built so near to the check point and the fact that dad don't really like where the entrance of the carpark is.. so inconvenience. too many traffic.
So since his mum wants to know where the new fabric boutique is and me, too, wants to go to City Square... so the idea of going to JB just conincidently came out on dat Saturday afternoon.
best seh... me feeling so "jakun", was prepared for the long "almost 2hr" queue at JB check point and the scorching sun. tak pe... nak jalan punye pasal.. panas pun panas lah... ;p
and surprisingly, the custom wasn't slow. the queue was long but it's "moving" and most of the time we were in an air-conditioned place and there's wind so didn't really feel the heat.
Overall, it was a great Saturday for me and Sunday was fun cos met up with a few of my secondary schoolmates at our schoolmate's wedding. Luckily both of them wasn't there... if not i don't know how to react and what will happened... perang besar lagi nanti... hehehe...

so now looking forward for these weekend... don't know wat's our plan will be..
but first have to face another workday tomorrow first... :[ sien lah....

2005-06-09T14:14:00.000+08:00

Last nite's episode of Eye for a Guy 2 was so.... cute. The part when Howard read the Fairy Tale story and when he didn't know what to do after that... whether to kiss her or not... that was very funny!! HAhA!! What an akward moment there for him.. Stupid! He really had the chance at that moment. Both of them were obviously don't know what to react. Her face was really expecting him to give her the kiss but.... duh!!! The "naive" him just stood there... foolishly smiling at her. HAHAHAH!!!! But my money is on him. From the first episode when he sang to her for the very first time.... he's definately the one who's going to be the 2 last one standing by Denise. Oh... I really hope that Denise chooses him. He is so fun to be with and romantic in his own way. I love this kinda guy... but the minus point abt him is that he have difficulty expressing his feeling.. boo!! (errmm.. something similiar here ;)...) I didn't really follow the episode after Wolfgang joined in during the "surprise" episode. Only watched thru the advertisements. After that "surprised n passionate" kiss he gave her on last nite's show, her expression shows that he have already managed to capture her heart now. I won't be surprised if she chooses him instead of Howard. Afterall.. "it's no more abt Europe but it's the heart that's involved now", she said n I quote.
We'll just have to wait for the next episode when everything will be revealed.

Looking out at the window... OMG!! the weather so very HOT!! This is the time when I really thank God that we've moved from the crampy container with the old and almost dead air-conditioner to this spacious new office equiped with this new cool air-conditioner :)

Enjoy the sunny day people!! ;p

2005-05-24T17:55:00.000+08:00

My looong weekend was a blast!
Tiring but FUN!! This was the very first time since I donno when, my weekend was really filled with things to do and frens to meet up. Wah!!! me was seriously very busy seh!!

First my "weekend" started on Wednesday evening where I met up with my dear Sec schoolmates for dinner. This time we "go relax" at Siti Akmalia's love nest. Bought dinner @ West Coast hawker centre with kak noreez before heading to Tanglin Halt. Love the concept of their house. The boy loves it. Simple n spacious.
I cannot wait to have a place of my own too. Really enjoyed my time with u all. Always!
Tks Akmalia n hubby for the hospitality and kak Lydia for the mintak-kene-campak camera to catch our tak-tau-malu faces! ;p
Left Akmalia's home close to 12am. Luckily I was driving. If not... haiz~

On thursday evening, met up with my NAFA gerls to watch sailap's (read: small dot) graduation fashion show. Finally! I've been waiting for her graduation show eversince she's in her 3rd year. After the show have been postponed for so many times, finally the date and place was fixed. It was held at the Parkview Square. Ok at last I got to be in that building where the naked guys are standing at the top of the building holding those big balls.
The first time I notice those guys, I was like..."wow!! naked guys on the building holding big balls! Cool.....!" hehehehehe... ;p and on that nite I got to be in that building. And boy... do the building have lots of statues. Don't understand what each and every statue symbolise. Didn't have time that nite to stand and read each one of them. Huh! Maybe some other time. Maybe... Frankly speaking... that is the most boring building I ever been to. Not atmosphere in the building was not friendly at all. There's neither "lobby" nor a reception counter and the light are all so dim. Huh!!!
Ok, enuf abt the building... back to sailap's fashion show.
There were abt 42 students graduating that nite and sailap was the 37th student to parade her outfits. As always she did amazing job to her outfits. Lurve the green one. (no pics yet.) After her's was done, Big Yvonne, Yaling, deary and me quickly left the place to have dinner. For your info, this is the first fashion show that I've been to that have no food served! HUH!! So the hungry us have to wait till the 37th turn before we can have our dinner! Had lots of laugh till I cried and my mouth got cramped! Miss u gerl and all the laughs we had.
We really have to meet up again gerls!! ASAP!!! Reached home almost 11pm. It was fun!

Friday evening went to witness her solemnized to be Mrs. Faz.Looking all radiant in her traditional nikah outfit, sitting in the room waiting to signed and sealed their love with one breathe. Finally they became husband and wife, legally ;p Finally it's HALAL babe!!! ;p
When Sunday came it was so kecoh and fun! Lots of laughters, ate a lot of delicious food, lots of teasing, was introduced to new relatives-to-be, helped around distributing the bubbles to the kids.... Really enjoyed myself there. I love weddings!! This is the time when family members get to strengthen the bond between in-laws, near and far relatives, cousins and frens.
Wait till it's my turn... Sure kecoh too!!

Saturday, went to a colleague's sister's wedding who coincidently marrying the boy's old neighbourhood fren. We left home a bit late due to the heavy downpour. Reach her residence just in time for the bride to be seated at the dias, waiting for her prince to come. Looking beautiful in lime green. The best part was during the "halang-menghalang" part from the bride's aunties and sisters. That was the longest and the most kecohable "halang-menghalang" session I've ever witness in any wedding I've been to. Even the DJ join in sekaki! Gosh!! But it was so fun! and kecoh too! So memorable!
Congrats baby21 and Aidil! May u both will be blessed with all the happiness and make lots of beautiful babies aik! ;p

2005-05-13T18:25:00.000+08:00

The news came a few days ago. Didn't expect it to be this fast. We have planned that we'll start looking for it after everything have settle and that we are going to take our time. We'll definately lurve to have it. We don't need to look for it but it came looking for us. I'm happy, he's happy, she's happy, we all are happy abt it. The pros and cons of it were put into consideration. It's not confirm yet but we've promised not to mention abt it to anyone. It's a deal!
For the meantime, we'll just cross our fingers and toes and pray hard that we'll get it.

"If it's meant to be yours, then it'll be yours." she said...

2005-04-22T14:10:00.000+08:00

Two days ago, received a call from a good fren. Called to inform me that she's gonna get enggage in Sept. That's a very good news from her. Really happy that finally she has found someone new and hopefully better. I really hope that THIS is the ONE for her. Knowing her for so many years now, we've grown together just like sisters. After what she've gone thru so much all this years and with the recent hearbreaks, I really hope THIS is the one to make her happy for the rest of her life and to lighten her burdens. Joy and happiness speaks thru her sweet voice. Can't hide it gerl... :D
I'll will support you all the way gerl...
Remember, anytime you need a fren...
I'll always be here for you....

On another note, someone's wedding is the highlight of the week. The fairy tale wedding that have been the talk among the common link. Me wasn't there nor being invited but sure is happy for her n him who finally tied the knot together on the date they were brought to this world. How romantic is that? A double happiness for both the beautiful couples. From a few snapshots I've seen from the other lovely bloggers, the couple really look amazing. Congrats to both of them!
Coming up next is her wedding. Another fairy tale wedding to be made real and this time I'm gonna witness the whole ceremony! U r definately gonna invite me kan kan kan.... ;p
Have been reading other's preparation for their dream wedding, their grand entrance to marital bliss... haiz~~~ so beautifull!! so surreal!!
Wonder how mine will be like.... so scary seh... Even now as much as I'm keeping myself to the ground, trying not to be so excited or panic with anything... my mum have already been having sleepless nites thinking of this n that.. Ape seh.... like as if I'm getting married next month.
The other nite she was asking me about the dulangs and that she still thinks bakul (basket) is still not 'appropriate' to be made the 'dulangs'. and she pops in 2 panadol as she was talking to me. huh!! mum!!! it is still very long way to go lah mother!!
see what I mean.... the only person who is super excited is my mother!!! she's like the kite who is excited to fly n me the little person down there pulling the rope so that she do not fly that high!
haiz~~ wait till the time comes n we'll see how everythings gonna turn out.

2005-04-18T09:42:00.000+08:00

wah... it's exactly 1mth today that I last update ;p
have been super buzy seh at work...
only one word describe it...
C.R.A.Z.E.E.E.E!!!!!!!!!
rush here rush there..
suppliers have been chasing for their purchase orders.
accounts have been chasing me to clear ALL the GRN fast.
problems have reached the GM's ears.
meeting, suggestions, bullshits...
all talk like as if they know what we are going thru...
suggest.. promise... suggest... promise... but all goes to the rubbish bin!
I donno if I can handle this alone for long...
I hope I can..
so in the meantime I'm trying to control myself from going beserk with all this madness!

have been doing OT straight since last 2 wks!

can die seh...

but it's ok.. at least the company pays for my OT so... that's very good!! ;-D

Boss is on holiday in Bangkok at the moment.

so good of him.. jealous I!!!!
nevermind... wait till it's my turn!
I'm gonna take a very very long leave that I never had!
can't wait seh...

my weekend was good!
full of laughter!!!
on Saturday when to accompany him to his colleague's sister's wedding.
the dias was nice but not my taste.. too much of this n that... but both of us like the lovers' seat.
after that went straight to Changi Airport to send his NS brother off to Taiwan for the first time.
so pack with people seh... not like that time I send my cousin off to Brunei for the first time.
this one was like the time people going to mekah.. pack!
left the airport abt 1230am when the boys were already queueing up n waiting to have their passport stamped. we didn't wait that long. reached home almost 2am.
yesterday, when kite flying at West Coast with my family.
super fun!
had too many laugh till my stomach cramps n my mouth hurts.
best weekend in a row!
hope u all did too!!
ok now I have to get back to the pile of POs... haiz~~~
till my next entry.. which i donno when... ;p

have a great week people!!

2005-03-18T12:15:00.000+08:00

I don't understand why some people like to ask the same thing everyday. eventhough they've been told that the same question you asked me, i'll give you the same answer. still don't understand... haiz~~ tomorrow ask the same question again.. *slap forehead*
hate when people like to repeat what they've just talked about. 5mins ago talked abt it.... half an hour later talk about it again... again... n again... n again... ok ok I GET IT!!! geeezz.... i really appreciate the advise but please lah... it won't cure within 5mins time... so stop asking me!! i'm tired... n sick... so please understand...
and now can you please let me sleep in peace...

2005-03-04T11:47:00.000+08:00

Fish & Co. will never be the same again for us.
The best moment ever.
The way you looked at me, I knew at that instance that it was meant for me.
You didn't even mind who ever was around us.
You made used of that few second wonderfully.
Lovely....
Now I know why I'm loving you more...
And I'm cherishing every bit of it..

2005-02-24T17:53:00.000+08:00

wah wah wah!!! so long seh didn't update..
haha!!! aiyah... donno wat to update... ceh!! actually
1) very very very lazy to update
2) nothing much to update
3) very very very very buzy with work
4) very tired to think of wat to write

lame lame lame lame lame lame lame!!!!!!!!!! ya i know! hehehehe! ;p

anyway, i here jus to say dat i'm in lup with

ARIEL PETERPAN!!!!!

OH MY GOD!!! Their performance on APM nite was superb babe!!
and Ariel was looking cool n hensem!! cannot carry siak!!! his drummer too!!!
they really turn me on with Mungkin Nanti seh!!!!
i definately gonna get their CD ASAP!!!
read that they are releasing a VCD for sahabat Peterpan somewhere in the end of Maret!!
1st disc will be a karaoke VCD of most of their song n videoclips and 2nd disc are interviews n talks n their 24hrs road tour blah blah blah.... yohooo!!! i'll definately gonna get that n hopefully it'll be sold here in Singapore!!!

but first... DEWA concert dis Sunday. i want to go but the problem is that he'll be having his 7-a-side tournament in the morning. After so long didn't watch him play, tot of going to support him. But i also want to see the concert. so how??? if i buy the tickets... will i make it for the opening act by Bumiband. they are good so cannot miss that rite... but wat if the game ends later?? den $25 will go down the drain....
haiyah!!!! how oh how.....

2005-01-11T13:05:00.000+08:00

This is really very ridiculous!! Received an email from a colleague which really left me curious, appalled,scared.... The topic itself made me wonder whether this is the work of HIM to prove his power OR is this one of the signs that the world have come to an end (kiamat). Recently HE have proved to us that no matter how strong the tidal wave can 'swipe' clean the entire village, HIS home remain 'untouched'. And now reading this really made me become speachless. Has the time come yet. All the signs are out there for us to open wide our eyes untuk bertaubat.
I don't know wat else to say... Wat will ur very first word be when you read/hear/talk about Male Pregnancy?? Very impossible ya.... Something dat we don't believe will happen at all. Not a chance. The topic have actually been discussed so so many times. But with HIS will, nothing is impossible. Read and see for yourself whether this is really happening or not.
Personally I really don't wish this experiment to be successful and that he will not survive the whole operation. But then again is this wat it is meant to be?? A healthy baby born from a man who is by nature should be the one going out and find food for the family??
Wat do you want it to be??? A dad who is also ur mum....... Weird rite..... hmmmm....

2004-12-30T10:50:00.000+08:00

Have been wanting to update for the past few days but so lazy seh....
lots of things to tell but none came out once my fingers touched the keyboard...
a lot of crazy things happened past few days/weeks...
still feel very sad abt the Tsunami wave that hit our neighbours. last i read the recent total number of death have surge up to 80,000 people. my heart goes out to all of them. his fren was supposed to go for their honeymoon trip last week to Phuket. They managed to get a flight but all the hotels were fully booked so they decided to skip their honeymoon trip there. Boy were they luck to 'skip' the whole trip. Maybe it's fated that they were supposed to skip the trip to Phuket. Panjang umur dorang.... Very scary don't u think... Most of these places/countries are best known for their beautiful beaches n resorts. Was surfing the net on these places to be consider on my honeymoon list. that was when i read abt the Tsunami. Now i have to reconsider these places or maybe i shall reconsider honeymoon-ing at an urban countries rather den spending my equality time wif him where the sun, the sand n the sea is.... :(
Ever since the Tsunami hit, my family n i have been watching documentary programmes on Tsunami on ChannelNewsAsia after work. It's really a heart wrecking to see all the destruction mother nature can cause.
No words can describe. Heard one of the worker at my work place, his family is in Sri Lanka n all of them except one did not survive the wave. Another one fella still have not yet received any news from his family after the last conversation he had wif his daughter was at the very min the Tsunami hit. One of my dad's crewmen's family was in Aceh. If u saw the news in ChannelNewsAsia where they show a pic of a standing mosque among the swiped 'clean' village... that's where his family lives. Until today he still have no news abt them. He cannot do anything except for crying his heart out. Was trying every possible ways to go home but most of the flights were either fully booked or not flying to Aceh. It is really sad...
I thank god dat I am still here wif my family n my love ones. Now even the heavy rain that is so comforting makes me scare cos i'm working right next to the sea.... But when if it is fated to happen u jus cannot stop it.

2004-12-27T16:26:00.000+08:00

Received these photos jus now from a colleague.

scary seh.... thousands of people were reported to be dead or missing.

2004-12-20T10:26:00.000+08:00

how come we become like dis??
i feel like we've become a stranger to each other.
i am very sad....
we used to be the bestest of fren anyone could have.
but now wat happened?
things are very different now.
you are treating us like strangers.
you are treating urself like strangers.
no more secrets shared.
only the old ones...
i miss us...
i miss you...
u don need me anymore.
u've found someone new.
someone whom u've jus met.
no more trust in us.
nothing i say matters to u anymore.
nothing we say matters to u at all.
u've changed...
i am very sad.....
u say ppl don understand u..
but u don understand wat others say.
u say others don care abt u..
but actually u don want to acknowledge it.
i don understand u anymore...
u don understand us anymore..
we've grown so far apart.
i am very sad....
so sad....
wish things didn't turn out dis way.
wish dat we could go back the way we used to be...
i'm so scared of lossing u...
why must things happen dis way??
why???
i know u can take care of urself..
i do...
jus wish u all the best...
and take care my love....
i will always be missing u..
come back to me whenever u need me..
i will always be waiting for u rite here..

2004-12-17T09:23:00.000+08:00

the performance from the comic heros were abt to start.
the lil ones were anxiously sitting in front of the stage.
all sitting in lines guided by a few pretty amoi.
like school kids, listened obediently to the teacher.
eventhough still sitting down, he danced like he knew the song that was blasting from the speaker.
excitement shown on the small face.
once in awhile looking back at us to make sure we were still there.
there were smoke on the stage.
he looked surprised.
the emcee starts to do the opening of the show.
then one by one the superheros make an appearance wif their superhero movements n dances.
some came from the back some came from the roof.
after the show was over, they got to shake hands n take photos wif their superheros.
one by one take turns to get close to their superheros.
and he wants to be like one of them too....

after dat he was smiling from ear to ear.
he was too happy dat he wet himself in the pants.
hahaha!!!! very cute....

2004-12-13T11:10:00.000+08:00

it's the monday.
boring!
the new officer is in.
boring!!
random tots.
stock check done.
no more working late.
more filling to do.
donno where to start.
stomach grumbling.
cannot wait to eat.
cannot wait for 1630.
cannot wait to try the a new Yoga Zone Weight Loss proggramme.
cannot wait to taste dis year's bonus.
am feeling damn bored!
monday's blues maybe.
fanatic for Inuyasha already.
have been sleeping late.
dat's bad.
very bad.
missing nenek teddibly.
almost hugged a chinese nenek in the bus.
hold back ma tears.
heard parents goint for holiday dis wkend.
home will be quiet w/o lil bro.
kunkins will be de driver for the bride n groom.
looks like it's gonna rain again.
haiz~
*silents tots*

2004-12-05T13:52:00.000+08:00

On a sunday. In the office. Stock check. crazy craZY CRAZY!!!! server slow. boring life. tired. buzy wif work. nothing to update. somebody is expecting. congrats jambz. lunch is over. continue stock checking. work woRK WORK!!! haiz~

HEPPI WEEKEND PPL!!

2004-11-10T11:54:00.000+08:00

Lately me have been very buzy wif work n preparing for Aidilfitri. Thank God, finally i've managed to clear the whole stack of POs yesterday. Now my work is up-to-date. Left for me to do lots n lots of filing. Haiz~~ the never ending work. But dat's good rite.. cos it means dat i have a job to do n not shake legs doing nothing n money in my account. Anyways, since last wk the new officer have been coming over on alternate days to learn my boss's job. He is gonna replace my boss. Heard from a lot ppl dat we have to be extra careful when he's around. Some say dat he's a cicopek. A few times i've spotted him wearing his shade, even in the office, den smile smile... Very scary seh... And he's a complainer n a big-time pautokiak!! haiz~~
Preparations for Aidilfitri is so far so good. All the kuihs are done only left to bake kek lapis today. Target to complete everything n shake legs by fri den we'll take the afternoon ferry to T.B Karimun on Saturday.
Almost didn't make to Geylang dis year cos time jus clashed n the boy jus don't like crowd so have been giving excuses. If not for his purple baju kurung, I don't know when will be my next trip to Geylang since dis year will be the 'last' year. Geylang was crowded as expected. Was trying to spot the 'emptiness' of Geylang that i'v been hearing some ppl was talking about but everything looks the same. Maybe i didn't really notice cos I was concentrating more on 'the' baju kurung for him.
Ah.... starting from 3pm later, I'll officially starts my leave n will be back on tues. Can't wait to leave the yard ASAP.
For all muslims out there n to my fellow bloggers, me wishing you all..

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI
MOHON MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN. KALAU ADE TERKASAR BAHASE OR TERKECILKAN HATI OR APE2 YG 'TER' LAH.... HARAP DI MAAF KAN AIK!!

Enjoy your celebration people!!

2004-11-03T13:02:00.000+08:00

Things will be very different from today onwards. I hate it!! I don't think i will be here that long. Aaarrgghhhh!!! Pak kal je aku puase!!! Cubaaaannnnn.....

2004-10-27T17:00:00.000+08:00

10 Things I Hate About You!

1) I hate when you didn't call.
2) I hate when you make me cannot sleep.
3) I hate when you make me look forward to our dates.
4) I hate the way you make me smile when i'm angry.

5) I hate the way you make me forget why i was angry

6) I hate the way you make me love ur kisses, smell, hugs... ur touch.
7) I hate the way my heart skip a bit everytime you smile.
8) I hate the way you make me miss you.
9) I hate the way you make me think of you every minute.
10) I hate the way you make me fall in love wif you every single day.

I'M ON CLOUD 9...... *sigh*

2004-10-25T13:34:00.000+08:00

I'M BAAACCCKKKK!!!
heheehehe!! ;-)
And feelling A-OK!! well, at least not very sick anymore lah.. tks u all for the get-well wishes!!
today back at work n it feels like i've gone for a very long vacation. ya... long vacation on de bed! huh! everything stills de same. coming back to work hoping that the tall pile of POs will be taller but NOT! de MR Boss helped me reduced the load a bit. so good ah.... was feeling a bit relieve abt it dis morning but 1hr after start work, eh MR Boss added some more POs lah.... ceh!! *roll eyes*
yesterday, my sisters did some "spring-cleaning" in de kitchen. cleaning n rearranging stuffs in de cabinets. i was supposed to help out but since i heard mummy jus mentioned the names of ma two sisters so i took the excuse after washing the toilet n pretend to be 'sick' hahahah!! jahatkan!! ;p but wat's de use of having sisters when they can start to take over ur jobs already?? hhehehe!! lurve being a big sister! aniways i don really like cleaning n rearraging stuffs in de house. i prefer to do the washing like washing de kitchen, de toilets, de dishes etc....
den later at nite we went to IKEA to get some stuffs for mummy's curtains n i bought my sweet smelling vanilla candles. uuummmm.... i jus lurve the vanilla smell. n i also bought an orange 'candle-cup'. very cute. now they are selling vanilla tea-candles (is that wat they call it??) in pkts of 42 or 47 (if i'm not wrong) tot of buying dat but where should i put them?? i don really use them dat often... maybe when i got my own house, i'll light them everynite n put them all over the house... but donno if kunkins will like it... ah... he will have to like it... it's vanilla!!! who don like de smell!!??
lately ever since i was sick, i have been craving to eat supper.. last nite i saw a pic poster of a waffle in front of the hotdog shop. den i got hungry. on de way home, foods jus came flashing in ma mind. was trying to think of a food dat's connected to my taste bud but all i could think of was the roti-John-cheese from Al-Ameen @ Bukit Timah n Mee Bandung @ Alif. think punye think until i reached home. den called kunkins asked if he wants to accompany me. at first tot want to go to Al-Ameen but cannot tahan the long wait. by de time i'll get my food packed it'll be midnite liao... so Alif we went jus to satisfy ma hungry stomach... not dat nice but ok lah... now i cannot wait for the weekends cos i've made a few list on the things i want to eat hehehhee.... it will be wkN full of eating yeay!!! in de meantime i have to go thru dis whole wk with lots n lots of POs to be cleared. haiz~~~

2004-10-20T19:22:00.000+08:00

Heluuu everybody! So long ya the last i've update... abt the entry below.... i'm ok. it's jus dat u noe... sometime in a relationship u jus got lost once in a while n somemore wif the status i'm in.... we or atleast me got over-reacted a bit hehhe.... but no worries everything's fine now. TKS again u two, u noe who u r ;-) n Mizzy, tks gerl!

Might be wondering where i've gone missing to rite... i've been sick since last Friday. Was down wif cool n the medicines jus didn't work den on Sat morning went again to see the company's doc. I complained to her dat the medicine don seem to be working for me n she said,"We don't performe miracles u noe... n medicines takes time to work!" Ouch!! dat's a very harsh way to get a patient to heal don ya'll think?? tried to tell her dat i normally get different kind of medicines so 'these' really don work on me... but u noe 'they know best' huh!! Went home, ate the medicines, fall asleep den when i woke up, i tot i was feeling better already. Walked to the kitchen, tot of taking a shower, head was already spinning, stomach felt wuzzy, body shaking, cannot think properly. Told ma mum i need to eat. As i was taking ma leak, vision became blurred, felt like vomiting but nothing came out. Washed n put ma pants back and the next minute i was on the wet floor, head against the toilet door n i was peeing in a pants again. Oh gawd!! i was shaking uncontrollably. Stood up, peeled off ma wet pants, washed, wrapped the towel around me, tried to unlock the lock wif ma shaky fingers, walked out of the toilet, holding on to the basin, the cabinets, still feeling like closing ma eyes. tried ma very best to walk out of the kitchen n into ma room. As i was calling for ma mummy, i realised i fall in a the kitchen again! Half naked!! Quickly ma mummy helped me up n guided me back to ma room. Maybe i was too hungry that i fall/fainted for a short while. The giddiness still didn't go away after the next day. Den at nite around 8plus ma mummy decided to bring me to the hospital for further checkups cos they believed that i've had low blood pressure n dat the medicines really didn't help at all. Coincidently kunkins was on his way here so met him in the carpark n he, too, accompanied me to the hospital. Reached the hospital, A&E, took ma number, did a quick check up before seeing the doctor. U noe lah... when u go to the A&E it means that u got to see the doctor 3-5hrs later. So at 1am exactly they called ma name. they took my blood at least 3bottles. On the third bottle already i cannot pumped anymore blood on ma own, had to have the doctor help me squeezed a few more drops hehhehe... Half an hour later they comfirmed that i got low blood pressure maybe due to the lost of so much blood during menses. So i was put to a bed in de ward to be monitored. Monitored for a day n i was discharged. N now i'm on medication n i still have the dizziness. N i got 6 days of MC!! huh!!! hopefully when i get back to work next MOn, i'll be fresh as before. i really had to be sick n at this time ma time is really precious u noe ;-)

S'LAMAT BERPUASE TO ALL THE MUSLIMS ALL OVER THE WHOLE!!

2004-10-09T13:33:00.000+08:00

i'm waiting for him. he's fetching me from work. is he?? hopefully he want to fetch me. i don want to take the bus.
i'm having mixture feeling since past few days. feeling angry, annoy, bored, don feel like talking... don feel like doing anything except for lying on de bed n sleep. *sigh* donno why... maybe.. bcos he's going tonite. arrgghhh!!! i hate it!! why do he have to overnite there??
should i trust him?
YES i trust him.
but.... i don like de ppl around him...
but he has changed...
am i being unfair/selfish to him??
i don think so cos he's going anyway... not like i have a say...
am i being jealous jus bcos i cannot go??
maybe...
*sigh*

2004-10-09T10:53:00.000+08:00

Yesterday's Singapore Idol was full of crap!! Seriously, Gurmit was full of nonsense!! I don really follow every drama episode of SG Idol but when I remember to switch to channel 5, Gurmit's n some of de judges' 'jokes' jus turned me off mann!!! That is why I don look forward for it every week. Not like American/Indonesian Idol. They are like act cute, act funny, act serious, act professional (except for dat last judge, donno de name, but I think he's DE real professional judge to me...)... they jus simply trying too hard to be like Randy, Puala n Simon.
Arrrggghh!!!! ma stomach is giving me problem today. Have been feeling uneasy since morning. donno if it's dat-thing-of-de-month or not but sure is making me feeling sick!!

YA'LL HAVE A GREAT WKN AIK!!

2004-10-04T14:46:00.000+08:00

It has been a very slow, tired n sleepy Monday for me.... had ma nap for 45mins but it feels like 10mins of sleep!! huh!! i donno why i'm feeling like dis... i feel like going home early...

wkN was ok ok lah... attended ma neighbour's wedding. it was a nice ceremony I should say. den in the evening had kenduri for ma late grandma. family gatherings is always fun. so much food to eat, so much laughter, so many jokes....lurve them. almost settled on a few things already only left one more downpayment to go dis wk. phew!!! at least I can now peacefully starts to save up o_^ seems like too early but I think it's better to settle on the 'important' part first den can start slow on other parts.
ma mind is blank at the moment... i cannot think of anything now... maybe bcos of the hot weather outside.

haiz~~~ u guys enjoy the sunny Monday aik! while i'll continue to stare at the POs that is still not subsiding... *sigh*

2004-09-30T14:41:00.000+08:00

wah!!! so cool ah today.... today my appetite so bad... have been eating since morning!! had Bee Hon goreng for lunch but still hungry when i wake up from ma afternoon nap. den eat again!! tsk tsk!! jus finish ma cup of coffee n cream crackers. still hungry!! LOL!!! i think something jus doesn't satisfy ma taste bud dat's why i'm still hungry. but de thing is I donno wat it is!!! Arrgghhh!!!

got to know dat yesterday was my dear Kak Norizan's befdae (another senior sec schoolmate) who turns 24yrs old and today is one of ma close fren, Sri Rahayu's befdae n she turns 23 dis year.
HEPPI BEFDAE GERLS!!!

ok i ask you all ah... wat do HONEYMOON mean to you?? izit...
(a) suppose to be spend by only newly-wed couple after their solemnisation so dat they can spend romantic n equality time together??
rite??.... wrong??... donno??... ok.... den
(b) wat if you, de newly-wed couple, go for your honeymoon together wif a few, say 1, 2 or 3 couples who are on holiday since they are going to de same destination?? does dat still consider honeymoon for both of you, de newly-wed couple?? confuse?? me too... find it strange??? ya... me too. but will you opt for (b)?? since you are close to dis few couples n.... de more de marrier wat... so?? hmmmm...... *scratch chin*

2004-09-29T15:35:00.000+08:00

Have been raining since dis morning. Weather so syiook to stay at home n under de blanket n hugging ma poohs. Ahhh... so comfortable... so warm... so syiook....

Last Fridays meeting wif ma secondary schoolmates was fun after so long we've not had like dis kinda gatherings. Brought me back to our old times when everything was fun.. no worries... no commitments... stupid jokes... stupid 'geng-tak-geng' periods... lepakz section at coffeeshop in front of school after band practice.... We were so talkative dat nite! So many things to update. The newly-wed couple, Siti Akmalia n hubby, both were looking soo good. Love to stare at them.
Friday's gathering remind me of how long I haven't met ma partners-in-crime. One have already got married, 2 is still serving de nation, one is due to be out of prison soon, one is now working as a salesman n one more which I donno wat happened to him. Heard dat he, recently, got himself into a serious motorbike accident... Hopefully he's doing alrite now. Gosh!! I really miss those guys....

Yesterday 80'an Gerek was a nostalgic one for ma mummy... hehehe!! She was practically singing and dancing to every song dat Hail Hamid was singing. The songs remind her of her teen days. One song remind her of one courting period wif a Brunei guy... den another song remind her of another period wif another guy... hahahaha!! Basically most of Hail Hamid's song was during a period of time when she was 'hot'. Boleh tahan jugak mak aku eh... heheheh!!! This makes me wonder.... will we act the same way like my mummy did when we hear Black Eye Peas songs or Dr Dre's 10 years down de road?? hmmmm.... cannot imagine eh??

2004-09-25T09:24:00.000+08:00

yesterday something shocking thing happened rite in front of ma eyes. it's not a normal thing to see when it happened rite in front of a few ppl in a crowded place. while i was queueing in de long queue at the ATM machine to withdraw money, there was dis Indian guy withdrawing his money. normal procedure, insert card, enter his PIN no. n blah blah blah.... he seems to be in such a hurry. den de nxt thing i saw was that he was pulling out his card n his expression shows like his have no money in his account or something like dat lah... den he walked away in a hurry n was looking at his watching at the same time n was looking ard. like he was waiting/looking for somebody. nxt in line to withdraw money was our typical AHBENG. before he insert his money, i saw him pulling out the money that de Indian guy withdrawed. he was surprised. we were surprised too that de Indian guy din take his money. de Ahbeng even turned ard n showed us the money (i think abt $60/$70) then he/we watched in the direction of the Indian guy. he was standing not dat far. so dis AHBENG continued to withdraw his money n was also hurrying so as to 'catch up' with de Indian guy. so we tot. dis AhBeng walked in de direction of de Indian guy. in ma heart, i was touched that there is still an honest Singaporean ard AHBENG somemore!!! we saw him walked in a fast pace towards the Indian guy n WALKED STRAIGHT PASS BY THE INDIAN GUY!! i was shocked. even the rest of us queueing was shocked too. we even saw he put the money together with HIS money money in his pocket. that totally changed my impression on dat AhBeng guy. AhBeng will always be AHBENG!! Gawd!!!! i was speechless. the aunties behind me got aghast. an Indian man in front of me shaked his head in disbelieved. dat's all we did. just watched in shocked. i din know wat to do except for closing back my opened mouth. wat will u do if u are in dis kinda situation???

2004-09-24T13:52:00.000+08:00

It's FRAIDIE DADIE DAE already!! woohoo!! time really is passing by very fast ah.. Time check: 12.30pm. It's lunch time but i don feel like sleeping. I'm hungry but don feel like eating yet. i'm missing him already. Cannot wait to meet him tomorrow. Tonite will be meeting up kk lydia n some of my secondary schoolmates @ LPS to have some talk-cock-sing-song session n looking-at-tunang pics. so long already nvr do things kinda thing. the last time was wif my NAFA gerls but dat was back few mths ago. Miss those crazy gerls. should make a date wif them soon before fasting mth starts. see.... now fasting mth getting nearer already. soon it's Hari Raya already den without realising 2004 almost over n den it's count down to 2005!! so fast! last time u dreaded the day to end n always counting the time to end de week. but now feel like we got not enuf time to finish a lot of things. haiz~~ i'm feeling old already... hehehe!! ;p

last nite O.C was good (as always..) dat Oliver guy really deserve those punches. Serve him rite!! nxt to deserve slaps is Merissa! not dat i don like her but can't she see dat she is spending much more time wif dat Oliver guy den her boyfriend! can't she sense dat something is very wrong somewhere?? ya eventhough de boyfriend is very 'understanding' n 'trust' her, dat doesn't mean she can jus make her boyfriend her 2nd priority! ceh!! Damn Oliver!! but on a lighter note.... Seth n Anna looks cute together as always :D

heppi FRAIDIE DADIE DAE ppl!!

2004-09-23T10:49:00.000+08:00

*yawn* i'm very sleepy! lately i have been waking up late. donno why so lazy to open ma eyes. maybe i'm tired of waking up blardy 5am. always switching the alarm off n continue sleeping for 5 mins when i realised dat i've over slept for 50mins! rush rush rush!!! everyday rush! the bus driver shaked his head everytime he saw me running down de stairs n panting as i board the bus. for dis month alone, i have been coming to work late for 3 days!! somebody smack me please!!! luckily dis morning i was 1min late. so dat doesn't count hehehe!! ;p

tonite O.C starts again!! woohhooo!!! damn!!! dat means i'll be sleeping late again!! haiz~~ but nvr mind O.C punye pasal... it's ok to sleep late ;p hopefully i will not be late again. *yawn* aiyah.... faster lah 11.45!!! cannot tahan liao!!! mata sepet already!!! *yawn*

HAVEANICEDAYDAYPPL!! *yawn!!**

2004-09-21T11:56:00.000+08:00

was bloghopping again to some whom i'd started reading blogs from. they are bunch of interesting ppl who lurves taking pictures. some even is making money out of their hobbies. very fun...very cute...very rawkz in their own way. n conicidently one of them will be my photographer for ma biggy day! from far i knew it was him. he looks exactly the same as in pics. talked to his boss on de fist day. very nice man. talked to him on de second day. very soft spoken n a nice person => first impression. i almost ask him "hey u r a blogger rite?? i used to read ur blog... very nice. i'm a blogger maself." very selenge!! but something abt him n his frens were making me a bit pissed off. like they were talking/making fun behind our back when i actually can sense it.... dat's no good... gee.. hope he's really not like dat... n hope he'll make me feel comfortable. i've put ma money on dat!

ah!!! it's raining cats n dogs outside n it's raining men on de radio. wat a conincident! throat not feeling good. i have no voice. i sound like a damaged radio. haha!! but i'm in de mood to talk! somebody talk to me!! it's my nap time but.... i don feel like sleeping... but i'm sleepy!!! but if i sleep my body will ache!! but if i don sleep... i'll sleep while typing/filing!!! how den how???

in de meantime.... Y'ALL HAVE A COOL TUESDAY AIK!!!

2004-09-18T13:31:00.000+08:00

wah!! recently i've got to know dat a lot of ppl got ie fully hitched or 1/2 hitched this month hehehe!!. n more to come in October. I'm happy for dem. and a lot of ppl are getting busy preparing for their BIG day nxt year! no... not dat i've attended any invitations.... but i've read alot of dis. some of dem are from ma links! CONGRATULATIONS once again to MAHD, MIZZY & AZ on de engagement!
And
SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU TO AIDAH! SEMOGA BERKEKALAN HINGGA KE AKHIR HAYAT, INSYA'ALLAH.... AMIN!!

ya i noe i'm a bit late to wish dem in ma blog. but never mind lah!!!

anywaes, at wek the POs seems like not decreasing at all!! de more i clear the height remains de same... and wif the slow JDE... dat's doesn't help me at all! tks JDE! huh!! and not to forget dat i've got a lot of filing to do.... haiz~~

last Saturday, finally i got to eat at 'atas pokok' in JB. have been hearing abt de place a lot of times. most of my aunts n frens have been there. they said de food is nice n at a reasonable price. den dat Sat we bumped into my Ucu, i suggested dat we eat at 'atas pokok'. n since my cousin was wif her, he can lead us de way. we reached there abt 11.30pm n de tables at de tree trunks were all fully booked. it's only available after 1am!! now i understand why we have to book de tables at de tree trunks.... de atmosphere there was really peaceful. jus like de kampong days. they really make the place really like a tranditional kampong time. lurve de place n de food. nxt time i shall bring kunkins along n dat will be our new eating place :)
den on Sunday, we went to de zoo to sampaikan hajat ma lil bro hehehe!! ever since he saw de kangaroos from de video cam ma daddy took when he was in Australia, he have been bugging us to go to de zoo. it have been years since de last time i went to de zoo. a lot of things have changed. no... not de animals silly!! it's jus dat de place have done a few changes. de entrance especially. beautiful!! n i also notice dat some of de animals are no more in the zoo. maybe some have already been transfered to the Night Safari. it was really a fun trip!!

de pameran is up since last thursday n will end tomorrow. i will definately won't miss dis! now have to start planning n surveying a lot of stuffs. haiz~~ headache headache *massaging ma temples*

aniwaes, HAVE A GREAT WKN EVERYBODY!!

2004-09-09T11:40:00.000+08:00

i donno wat happened the whole of yesterday... it seems that there were some problem with blogger. the system keep on prompting an error msg everytime i tried to published the post. oh well... there goes my wkN entry... type long long but den cannot published.. ceh!!
i'll jus summarise abt my wkN lah... it was great n tiring but still it was fun. went window shopping, survey some stuffs, eat den drive ard den eat again den drive ard. haha! u tot i'm de one driving rite.... no lah.. my kunkins did... wif him ard... i don drive. cannot stand his nagging abt my driving. worst den my instructor u noe! *roll eyes* aniways, we really made good use of the car. lurve driving to work. took the advantage of the time to sleep a little bit longer... got car oso reach work late... bcos of traffic u say??? nope... slept over shot hahaha!! now the owner came back liao... it means back to early morning rush lah... tsk! wat to do.. i can't wait to have my own car... when u ask?? not now lah... maybe rite after i get married or maybe as my wedding present maybe.... rite daddy?? *hint hint*! ;p
remember that in ma previous entry i've mentioned that i desperately need to be massaged... well, last sunday my aunt did gave me a massage on my back downwards. it was relieving but too bad it's for a short while cos there's other ppl queuing up already.. who u ask?? both my sis n my kunkins.. huh! but dis friday i'm gonna have my real massage from a professional. my mum called jus now to tell me dat the place she's having her treatment is having a promo which cost abt 55 bucks for massage, body scrubbing n steam bath.. something like dat lah.. cool rite!! i straight away said YES!!! so friday it will be. yeay!! n i'm taking leave for de day ;-)

ALL RITE... Y'ALL HAVE A GREAT SUNNY DAY AIK!!

2004-09-08T11:39:00.000+08:00

my wkN was great. we really did make good use of the car :D we went window shopping... went to eat here

i had de pasta of course!! ;) really had a full dinner there. den we saw these warriors

but de lil bro decided to bring this fella home

hehehe...
surprisingly some places still have sales!! but... nah... i din buy anything.. nothing caught ma eyes actually.
Sunday went to ma late granny's kubur in de morning wif ma aunties n uncle. had lunch at Banquet @ JP. went home first cos kunkins was at his soccer game so we watched 50 First Date while waiting for my driver to return from soccer. after dat we went to ECP to lepakz wif ma aunty. bought some durians n some tidbits. it was so windy n so cold... maybe bcos it was drizzly earlier on. but it so syiookkk.... after dat we went to de Satay Club @ Seranggoon Shopping Centre. de place was full pack with ppl so we decided to tapau our dinner. luckily ma aunt's place is nearby.. so we end de day at her home.

that's my wkN. it was great but tiring but it was fun. best of all get to spend it wif ma kunkins for 2 days straight :D Monday de owner of de car will be back from his vacation liao... haiz... that means back to de early morning rush... tks tks!!

haiz.... HAVE A NICE MID WK PPL!!

2004-09-03T13:09:00.000+08:00

yesterday i left work early. kunkins fetch me from work n went straight to ma home. daddy was getting ready packing his stuffs cos yesterday evening he n his colleagues were going to a vacation trip to Melbourne. ya with all his colleagues. best eh!! his company do dis once every year. last year they went to Tokyo, Japan. even the BIG Boss aka the founder of the company went to Tokyo bringing along his whole family. syiok eh!! my father's flight n accomodation is paid by de company. dis trip is for all de admin/production ppl but as for the workers, they got to go somewhere else. a different trip. i donno where they go dis year but last year the workers get to go to KL. the previous year the worker get to go on a cruise trip. haiz~~ very lucky ah... the BIG Boss not pelokek one... anyway, daddy's flight was at 830pm so we were there before 7pm. walk around Terminal 2 for awhile. i ate my fav Blueberry cheese cake AGAIN *roll ma eyes* from Coffee Bean AGAIN *roll ma eyes twice!* ;p by 8pm daddy like cannot wait to get his passport stamped! said goodbyes, salam, salam, kiss, kiss den he went in by 8pm. there were some renovation at the Veiwing Hall, i guess, that we cannot find any access to go up there.

No Daddy => Car abandon
Car abandon => wasted!!
so.... me as the second driver in de family... got to use the car!! YEAY!! BUT dis means i'll be ma mummy's chauffeur for dis few days!! but it's ok... i still got to use de car wat... but cannot go lepaks lah... mummy got excited already that she have started to plan to go to a lot of places... n so the first thing she asked when daddy was jus behind de custom counter.... ok where are we going now?? so i brought her to the oh so famous among de bloggers.... Hara Tim Sum.. she was satisfied with the food.. while eating she asked... so where r we going tomorrow, Saturday n Sunday?? hai... so impatient dis Mother of mine hehhe... so we shall see lah where are we going nxt...

In the meantime... Y'all Have A Nice Day n A Great WkN aik!!!

2004-09-02T11:39:00.000+08:00

a few days ago i found dat my makcik also have her own blog n thru her i found a so-call long lost fren hehehe... she's my aunt's sec sch fren n i got to know her for a brief period when we both retook our 'O' level together 6yrs ago.. recently, i donno why/how come, i was thinking of her... i don really remember her name but de only thing dat makes me remember her was her unique contact-lens dat she was wearing at dat time.. TO ARIES: GLAD TO MEET U IN DIS BLOG WORLD GERL! :D KEEP IN TOUCH AIK!

last Saturday went to have a double-date with roxywahine n her future-husband-to-be ;) n we had dinner at Pasta Fresca. i tell u... imagining the smell n the taste of the creamy pasta made me drool even before we got our table hahaha... (n even now as i type dis) hehehe!! when the pastas were served, i was feeling crazy inside-out... keep on drooling non-stop... teruk eh... hehehe.. dat's me when i'm with foods ;p ok back to the pastas... out of all the pastas dat we ordered, roxywahine's future-husband-to-be's pasta was the most superb pasta i've ever tasted. i donno wat it's called but it consist of de 4 different type of cheese... haiz... but de most disappointed one was kunkin's. his tasted a bit salty. his pasta is tomato base so donno whether 'that' is suppose to be de taste or wat... we donno but poor kunkin only eat a bit of it... wasted! mahal pulak tu... finally my craving for pastas is 1/2 accomplished.

i donno wat makes me so crazy into cheese cake dis wk that i was craving for cheese cake before n even after the pasta dinner. so last Monday, kunkin fetch me after work n we went to have dinner at Blk26 n after dat we straight away went to WM's Coffee Bean to buy my fav Blueberry cheese cake. so i had dat for my lunch the next day. ACCOMPLISHED!! yeay!! now dis wkN where to eat ah... uummm.... rite now i'm feel like eating... pasta from Breekz... n... pizza... n Pineapple cheese cake... n.... *starts to dream of foods already.... *

*slap me back to reality*.... in the meantime.. at work... i have to finish dis whole stack of POs to clear ASAP!!

haiz~.... HAVE A GREAT DAY Y'ALL AIK!!

2004-08-30T15:53:00.000+08:00

hahaha!! like ma fren know dat i'm craving for cheese cake dat she emailed me dis jus now....

so now i can ORDER ma type of cheese cake without de hassle of looking for it high n low :D
not sure if it's really is nice but i shall try it... but in de meantime Pineapple Cheese cake from Long John Silver will do.... *sluurrppp* speaking of it already makes me drool hehehe.. ;p

2004-08-29T15:42:00.000+08:00

recently i have been craving for dis....

Sesame Pudding cake

Pumpkin Pudding cake

Passion fruit Cheese cake

Chocolatechip Oreo Cheese cake

but most of all, i'm dying to eat dis...

Black Forest Cheese cake
Super Yummilicious rite.... *sslluurrpp* haiz~~ where to get all dis in one shop ah?? anybody know of a place Plurrliiss tag me aik!!

2004-08-28T11:05:00.000+08:00

hahaha!!! somebody emailed me dis.... think me as a woman cannot deny all de fact... it's funny though when u realise dat it is actually true... hahaha!!

WORDS WOMEN USE
***********************
FINE - This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and youneed to shut up.
FIVE MINUTES - If she is getting dressed, this is half an hour. Five minutes is only fiveminutes if you have just been given 5 more minutes to watch the game beforehelping around the house.
NOTHING - This is the calm before the storm. This means "something" and you shouldbe on your toes. Arguments that b egin with 'Nothing' usually end in "Fine"
GO AHEAD - This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it.
LOUD SIGH - This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement oftenmisunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot andwonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing"
THAT'S OKAY - This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to aman. "That's okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.
THANKS - A woman is thanking you. Do not question it or faint. Just say you're welcome.

And dis.....

You may not know that many nonliving things have a gender.

For example:
1) Ziploc Bags = They are Male, because they hold everything in, but you can see right through them.
2) Copier = They are Female, because once turned off, it takes a while to warm them up again. It's an effective reproductive device if the right buttons are pushed, but can wreak havoc if the wrong buttons are pushed.
3) Tire = Male, because it goes bald and it's often over-inflated.
4) Hot Air Balloon = Male, because, to get it to go anywhere, you have to light a fire under it, and of course, there's the hot air part.
5) Sponges = Female, because they're soft, squeezable and retain water.
6) Web Page = Female, because it's always getting hit on.
7) Subway = Male, because it uses the same old lines to pick people up.
8) Hourglass = Female, because over time, the weight shifts to the bottom.
9) Hammer = Male, because it hasn't changed much over the last 5,000years, but it's handy to have around.
10) Remote Control = Female...... Ha! You thought it'd be male. But consider this - it gives a man pleasure, he'd be lost without it, and while he doesn't always know the right buttons to push, he keeps trying.

ahahaha!! HAVE A GREAT WKN Y'ALL!! :D

2004-08-26T22:54:00.000+08:00

Ah!!! Finally i got to blog from ma home!! de other day MR professional have already checked n repaired watever problem my computer have.... but it seems dat some virus decided to visit ma computer n so.... i got another MR professional to come n safe ma computer... so far so good...
hopefully.... if not another $$$ gone...

have been very busy at work... REALLY busy u noe!! ok regarding ma previous entry, abt de lady dat have been sacked bcos she 'misused' company property... very dangerous rite... ya i noe.. de real reason she was sacked was... (ok these are in my own words ok!) she was working in de senators office. so it's de goverment tingy lah... at de same time she was 'sleeping' with some ppl who were suspected to be somebody of 'de insides'.... something like dat lah... In her blog she only used their initials.. anyway.. in short... she did something like subline. so somebody from de senators office got to find out abt her blog (must be ppl from de IT dept lah...) or something like dat lah. she quickly deleted her blog when she heard rumours abt de 'tracing' but she was too late. she got sacked. but now she's posing nude for Playboy mag. that is wat de paper say '15min of fame!'. According to de paper, she didn't regret abt it. ya lah... got to pose for a popular mag n got another extra big $$$.... who's not regret abt it!! ceh!! some ppl...

ok now did i manage to clear all ur curiosity??
so lesson learnt: DO NOT BLOG ABT UR SEX ESCAPADE. IF U DO DEN BLOG FROM UR PERSONAL COM NOT BLOG FROM WORK AIK!
dat will definately prevent u from kena sack!!

*yawn* got to go to sleep liao... GOOD NITE PEEPS!!

psst.... tomolo friday liao... woohoo!! HAVE A GREAT FRAIDIE DADIE DAE!!!

2004-08-24T17:34:00.000+08:00

Have been doing a lot of filing since last wk! Gawd!! hope today's filing will be de last for dis wk n de wks coming until de nxt closing accounts. wah!! ma butt is really killing me man!! de min i step inside de office, ma butt starts to have de pain as if 'it' knows i'm in de office n i'm gonna sit at de bloody chair!! arrgghh!!! see.... even ma butt have already long cry to get away from dis place... hehehehe!! ;p i think i shall do some exercise later in de evening. maybe dat will ease de pain a bit.. or get ma mommy to massage my whole body.... DAT will definately helps a lot...

did u guys read last Sunday Times abt dis lady got sacked becos she was blogging in her work place n dat she's 'misused' company property.... (dat is in MY own words lah...) she jus started blogging for a few days and in dis few days have cause her to lose her job. danger ah.... the week b4, Sunday Times also published abt a blogger who has a 'foul' mouth in de net who is daring to talk abt everything. wah it seems dat blog world have take it's toll into the limelight. n when u search a topic in the search engine... don be surprise if ur blog url appears in one of the results if u have 'dat' searched topic in one of ur entries....

anyways, those are one of my random tots... gee... did u guys realised dat August is gonna be over soon n September is ready to do it's purpose... very fast ah... end of de week will be PAYDAY liao!! yippie!! i think dis time I HAVE to do some shopping! seriously!!

Today is Tuesday.... wat's good on tv tonite?? ah 1 more hr to go before i head home... enjoy ur evening ppl!

2004-08-23T11:49:00.000+08:00

My wkN was a dissapointed one....Got all excited to use the car and making plans to show his mother ma tunang album and to send all the dulangs to his aunt's home and den lepaks with his cuzzies, daddy jus have to ruin everything. i only got to use the car which was like for a few hours..that is to work and back home... ya i have no right to be angry at ma dad cos... ya ya HIS MY DAAAD!! but still he had ruin not only mine but everybodys' plan. Dammit!! don't get me wrong ppl... i still love ma daddy!
tot ma parents will be home on Sunday like as per normal. donno what have got into his mind dat, according to ma mummy, suddenly he decided to come back home on dat bloody Saturday itself. taking the last ferry home. me n ma kunkins were at home, relaxing for awhile before meeting his cuzzies. i was in the shower when ma sis told me dat dad called n asked ME to fetch him at 745pm!
Dat's it!! Jus like dat!! my wkN have not even started yet n they are coming home!! arrghhh!!!
actually it was still ok since kunkin still have his bike and that we can actually still go out after sending the car to ma dad but.... i donno... kunkin got kinda pissed with me for 'taking ma time' and the fact dat it's the 2nd time i have 'bubble' somebody and it all have to do with the CAR! haiz~~ i think i better get ma own car before making plans with other ppl. haiz~~

2004-08-20T16:13:00.000+08:00

ok i'm feeling excited!! jus now mummy called to inform me dat she n daddy n lil bro going to visit ma granny in T.Balai. they are taking de 3 plus ferry. woohoo!!! that means i get to use the car!!! YEAY!! YEAY!! so 2moro i'll be driving to work! ok now i'm waiting for my kunkins to call me..... faster lah dear.... i cannot wait to take the car.... den have to rush home cos MR professional is gonna send back my CPU, remember.... darn!!! now it's raining.... looks like i'm gonna take the company's transport to HarbourFront... bummer... heard yesterday dat kunkins gonna join his fellow colleagues on a free bowling rounds... so i shall see him only later at nite... ceh!!
Wah... 2moro saturday can go dating with the car liao!!! woohoo!!!

2004-08-20T11:19:00.000+08:00

It's Friday again!! That means it's Indonesian Idol tonite! yeah!! i was surprised dat last week Helena was voted out instead of Delon! jus like the American Idol when Latoya London was voted out instead of dat HawaiI gerl, Jasmine.. *roll eyes*.. so tonite it's dafinately gonna be Delon's turn to be voted out. It must be cos i'm putting my money on Joy to be the Idol and Nania to take the 2nd place. I tell u Joy's really have everything as a performer. She showmanship is superb! and their voice.... no need to say lah hor..

Lately my appetite is really terrible. have been feeling hungry like every 10mins! i donno why!! maybe bcos of the monthly virus i guess... my neck is killing me!! i am so desperately need to be massaged!! arrghhh!!!
Finally i got somebody proffessional to do some maintance to my computer and he say dat my monitor really need to be replaced with a new one cos the damage my monitor have is not worth to be repaired. so MR professional took away my CPU last monday nite and he promised me to returned it by tonite.. and daddy dear have bought a second-hand monitor 17" for 85 bucks somewhere near Sim Lim tower 2 days ago. second-hand pun second-hand lah... as long as i can see clear images on the screen. YEAY!!

Arrgghhh!!! my tummy is gumbling again!!! ok ok it's lunch time already! got to eat.. cannot tahan liao!!

ok u guys enjoy ur lunch too aik! (",)

2004-08-19T10:55:00.000+08:00

Wah!!! have been busy with work for the past few days. Clearing POs, putting up a lot of nonsense from the childist Project Manager and a lot of other crap the management is throwing at us. I'm jus counting my time here until some other sane company call me up. which i'm praying it will happen ASAP! i cannot stand this place anymore!! getting nonsense each day. huh!!

Oh well..... anyway, celebrated Mommy's 41 befdae on Tues which also happen to be Indonesia's National Day. Merdeka!! ;p
at first we only gave her the befdae cake, which is as always from daddy, at 9pm. so she was like.. "eh wat time already den want to celebrate.. late already lah..." but she did cut the cake. lil bro presented her the card like as if it's from him lah.. so mummy was not really excited abt her befdae but the only person who is excited as always is my lil bro who sang the befdae song loudly. he was excited since the minute i brought the cake home. kept on wanting to cut the cake. since it was jus 5.30pm and my sisters were not home yet... so that's why lah the 'celebration' starts only @ 9pm heheh! so we have to make dat lil' person wait. haha! so when the cake is out, he was so damn happy. jumping up and down. blow the candles together with mummy. singing the befdae song non-stop! he is always excited abt befdaes and every befdae we celebrated he always thinks it's his.
so mummy thinks the cake was all dat we gave her.. den while she was eating her cake n talking to daddy.. we presented her the gifts. she was a bit shocked bcos she wasn't expecting any other thing from us. when mummy was peeling the wrapper slowly, the lil bro got impatient n so he 'helped' her to tear the wrapper faster hahaha!! so this is wat we, sisters n lil bro, gave mummy...

she's happy n 'satisfied' with the gifts bcos this year's present is a bit 'UP' hehe... and as for de lil bro... he's happy with EVERYTHING!! :D

So hope y'all will also be happy with watever u r doing this wk and.... wah... the wkN is nearer. gee... time really do passed by very fast ah... CHERIO!! ;-)

2004-08-14T16:12:00.000+08:00

Time check: 15.49pm
Location: Work place!!

Can u believe it!! It's Saturday and i'm still here working!! perkerje contoh lah katakan... NOT!! hehehe!! Lately i've lots of POs to clear. Since i am the 'perkerje contoh', i've been ignoring the increasing POs that's in front of me. Merely because i got no mood to clear them ASAP. Have been taking my own sweet time clearing one set. Not untill yesterday that Mr Boss received a 'warning' email regarding the whole list of outstanding POs that have yet to be cleared. So... me being careful not to let Mr Boss starts negging n hinting on the outstanding POs so i took the initiative to stay late today. And since today my kunkins is also working OT, he's gonna fetch me after work. Lucky me :D

Mummy's befdae is in 2 days time but i still don't know what to give her. Made some plans wif my sister on how to celebrate mummy's befdae but still have not confirm on any of it. Tot of celebrating it together later wif my aunts since my Ucu is aslo celebrating her befdae tomorrow. So it will be an advance befdae celebration for both of them. but it will not be dat special if it's an 'advance' befdae rite...
Oh well.... I did tot of giving mummy a Handbag n a matching pair of footwear. but i'm scared that it's over my budget. Hopefully some places are still on Sales..

Later will be meeting my aunties for some lepaks section by the beach. Heard that my cousin bro will be going back to Australia tomorrow n that he n his gerlfren will be joining us later too. Wah!! sure kecohrable later... ok now time check: 16.08pm. Almost time to go home. yeah!!

HAVE A NICE WKN Y'ALL!! CHERIO!! (",)

2004-08-10T15:37:00.000+08:00

My Sunday was an eventful day. It was fun. Alhamdulillah everything went well... I cannot believe dat a lot of ppl came to my engagement ceremony. Some i can't even get to have a 'proper' conversation with them at all. Wat a bummer... Most of the time i was distracted by others to take photo lah, asking me stuffs lah n blah..blah..blah... haha! There have been a few times dat i wanted to stand at the door n take a peep at those who was at the living room. Wanted to see who came, what were they doing, who's talking to who, how do they look etc.. I kept on looking at the clock. Msged kunkins to inform me if his side are already on the way. I was feeling agitated and my heart pumps 2x faster as the shorthand gets nearer to 2 o'clock. Finally his side came. I was shaking. Still shaking when his aunt put the ring on my finger. Finally it REALLY is happening!!

Took lots of pic but i'll upload them some other time aik! u can see some from my kunkins side in roxywahine's blog.

Oh ya.. u guys might be wondering if:
1) i did have dat urge to go to the toilet -> Yes! hehe! Luckily the master bedroom is near so i jus have to take 2 looong steps into and out of the master bedroom w/o the ppl in the living room to notice me :D
2) did i cry dat day -> Almost! There was a few times but i managed to hold back my tears really damn hard :)

It was a memorable day of my life. Thanks to those who spare a bit of their time to come to my engagement ceremony and to those who have been there for me all this while. It's ok to those who cannot make it. But i'm sorry those who didn't get to be entertained by anyone and have to leave without the berkat. Really glad that u guys understand.
Definately not forgetting to my fellow bloggers for all the wishes. Insya'allah i'll invite u all on the BIG day aik! (",)

2004-08-07T11:15:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was a tiring day for me. Had to run an errand buying last min stuffs for my big 'day' straight after work. Everywhere i go i see a lot of ppl were wearing RED. Especially school kids.. There must be National Day celebration in their schools since it's 2 more days to celebrate our country's Birthday... And 1 day to my big day hehe!! good timing don't u tink??
Anyway, finally got the stuffs i needed after running here n there jus bcos i was trying to find the cheapest deal for one particular item. Dat was after mummy convinced me dat some other shops sell like 10-20 buckeroo. Cheaper den those with brands which cost abt 40-60 plus! Finally got the stuff at the shop near my house for $9.90!! good ah.. save duit aku ;-).... den afterdat followed my parents to buy somemore stuff for the gubahan... very tired seh... after buying the stuffs den rushed to Habourfront to fetch my aunt from T.Balai. today me n parents gonna collect the gubahan at Bedok and buy somemore stuffs. It will be a very tiring day today for sure but definately gonna be fun cos most of my aunties n cousins are coming over to my place to help out on watever that they can help. Heard dat on my kunkins side, his relative are going to karaokeing over at his place.. must be fun ah like not busy like dat.. my side got to do a lot of things.. haiz~~
tomorrow will be 'D' day. pray for me dat everything will go on smoothly and dat i won't feel sick and that i don have the urge to go to the toilet every now and then... leceh seh...

excuse me if there are some sentence dat u don understand or i put it wrongly ok cos i donno where my mind is rite now...hehehe... ok now i'm having butterfly in ma tummy liao... arrgghh....

ok now i got to go... u guys have a great wkN and for those going to the NDP celebration... enjoy urself aik!!

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE!!! woohooo!! cheerio!! (",)

2004-08-05T10:20:00.000+08:00

I've been feeling very de lazy to update. Reason: i donno wat to update...
well let me see... wat did i do last wkN??.......

Last Saturday, went to Arab St. to buy some stuffs for de upcoming 'day'. Mr dad picked me up from work n den fetched me mummy n sisters n not forgetting de lil kecohz a.k.a ma bro at home den dropped us at the 'kain' street. Met me aunt there. den we shop shop till we drop drop... was supposed to meet my kunkins after dat but he called said dat he was feeling sick. so cancelled the date wif him but i did dropped by his place to feed him soup kambing... permintaan orang sakit... kasehan deh luuu.....
Sunday, me n kunkins (who was feeling good after de soup kambing last nite) went to ma senior sec sch mate's engagement ceremony.. the ceremony was nice. i love her room... it was decorated by her sis. simple n nice. meet a few of our old sch mates there...me n ma kunkins were from the same secondary school so.... it was a nice reunion. that was the chance for us to invite a few of them... easy ah.. not need to send card somemore...

hehehe!! maybe u are wondering: huh!!?? wat card?? for wat??? wat's going on???
wat's the occation u all might have been wondering.

well.... I'M GETTING ENGAGED!! *blush*

Yes after 4yrs plus of 'steady'ing, my kunkins n i finally decided to go a step further in our relationship.
errm.. nothing much to say abt it actually cos i'm still speechless. like i said before in my previous entries, i'm still feeling nervous, excited, emotional, speechless and scared all at the same time.. sampai termimpi mimpi kau.....
finally de secret is out!! *phew!!*
De 'day' is getting closer now... how many more kimita?? she's doing the counting for me if u all might want to know ;- ) and in fact she has already announced it in her blog. 3 more days... right kimita....??

Preparations is in the process... everything looks good.. well hope it will go on smoothly..

HAVEANICEDAYPPLCHEERIO!!! ;-)

2004-07-30T11:55:00.000+08:00

yesterday's episode of O.C was so funny. Seth is getting naughtier now. but last nite, Seth ended up celebrating NY count down with Ana was so rite!!

"I Love U."

"Thank U."

"U r welcome..."

hhahaha!!! that will be the phrase of the wk! or at least till the nxt episode ehehe! ;p de 3 simple word is in deed a VERY STRONG word afterall ya....
will u react de same when someone u love say dat to u for de first time?? i know i would hehe..but "thank u" won't be de word lah... instead i'll gigle n my face will turn red. but personally to me expressing dat 3 word at a very romantik moment will make me cry and the rest is personal ;)

i'm still feeling sick. now de fever is gone but comes my on and off coughing n my blocked nose... arrghh!!! so sick...
i coincidently found my sec school senior in dis blogging world. wat a small world afterall ya.... she's getting engage in 2 more days to her bf (another sec school senior) of 7yrs!! it's abt time gerl... she have totally change now.. now she's very VOGUE!! cannot wait to go to her engagement ceremony where i can meet my sec school frens. another exciting ting is happening after dat... so excited!!

ok till my next entry.... till den.. CHEERIOO!!!

2004-07-28T11:48:00.000+08:00

hello fellow bloggers! sorry for MIAing for a few days. i am still tired n sick from my niece's chalet. got my 2 days MC b'cos of fever. i'm still feeling drowsy due to last nite dosage of cough syrup. the chalet was fun. din take a lot of pics cos i was enjoying maself too much till i forget to take any pics. but dis is wat i took from my hp (",)

dis is the befdae gerl.

she dragged me to climb one of the stairs wif her. den showed off her Barney.

she's laughing to one of our jokes haha!!! no lah actually she was excited watching the bubbles bust.

the kecohz n the gendutz who were buzy shaking their bonbon at one corner hehehe!!

"mummy n i n barney!!!"

"hey!! wat's dat red ting on ma lips??!!!"

too tired liao!!

HAPPY BEFDAE HANY ARIEL!!!

2004-07-22T16:22:00.000+08:00

jus now read my kunkins testi abt me in frienster.com. hehehe!! it might be simple n almost nothing good abt me except for "the person u can TALK AND ASK FOR HELP TO FINISH UR FOOD " part *roll ma eyes* but that testi was the sweetest thing i've ever heard him say. almost made me cried. really... i went awww.... after reading it.. (",) he's not so much of a mushy kinda person so it's sometimes difficult to hear him say sweet things.(which i prefer that way if too mushy mushy..eee.. bediri bulu romaku..) but when he do... u'll jus don expect those words to come from him. that's make me lurve him even more.

this wkN i'll be going to my niece's chalet to celebrate her 1st birthday. kecik kecik dah celebrate kat chalet eh... dulu kite buat kenduri je... dudak2 skarang dah UP sikit heheh... i'm excited not abt the chalet but more abt me getting to use the car cos the MR DAD is going away to visit my grandmum. yeah!!
now i still donno what to give my niece. erm..... maybe a dress ah... a cocktail dress maybe... wat do u all think?? ermm.... i don think there's any size for her.. or maybe Cik Hana kite got any for her?
maybe i shall go for a short shopping trip to look for this baby niece of mine. till my next entry... cherio!!

psst... de 'day' is getting closer.... ;-)

2004-07-20T18:00:00.000+08:00

i am soo malas to update. since morning i was thinking of wat to update. so far life is treating me good. still feeling very damn bored when me at work. i got a lot of POs to clear for the past few days so that's another reason why i didn't update. i am on 'cloud-nine' at the moment. i'm feeling excited, nervous, happy and scared all at the same time. Can't wait to get over n done with it. it seems that a lot of ppl are preparing for the 'big' day soon. i see most of them have made their final booking. i'm happy for them. cannot imagine when it comes to my turn hehe!!
i'm wondering wat happen to my dear fren... it seems dat her blog have gone missing. izit permanently gerl?? i hope not...

nothing much to bitch abt, whine abt, complain abt so i jus give u dis....

the most kecoh lil person in ma house: Md Dzakir a.k.a ma lil bro

HAFAGREATWKPPL!!! CHERIO!!!

2004-07-14T12:35:00.000+08:00

As u all know that nowadays voice message system is used widely at most company, be it 24hrs service or only applied when the office hour is over. Normally the voice message require u to press the no 1,2 or 3 to be directed to respective line or operator or press # to end the call. Have u ever come across those voice messages that requires u to respond verbally? Yah.. like the time when Rod Montero played a joke on a listener n acted out as a voice message where the listener was required to respond verbally. Very stupid rite.. well it happened to me last nite haha!! last nite I was sorting out some letters dat is supposed to be sent today. I notice dat I left out the postal code of one of my fren’s address. I smsed her but din reply maybe she’s already asleep since it was already 11pm. So I dialed 100 n tot that our friendly operator could give me the postal code. But he asked me to called 1800 sumting sumting n so I dialed that number. Didn’t really expect anything n I was actually prepared to be answer by another voice message. yes I did. But this time the voice message went like this:

VM: 1) Welcome to Singapore Post (if I’m not wrong lah).
VM: 2) Pls say NAME OF THE BUILDING or say STREET NAME. (I didn’t hear the SAY part)
VM: 3) If u need help say HELP. (this part I heard den I was like... what!!?? Den I kept quiet. Waiting for the line to be automatically directed to the operator den..)
VM: Sorry, I didn’t hear u SAY anything. (I was like.. what!!?? Is this a joke!!??)
VM: repeat steps 1,2 n 3. (very blur liao...)
ME: STREET NAME!
VM: 4) Pls say the street name. (is this real or wat!!??)
ME: ADMIRALTY LINK!
VM: Did I hear u say MAGAZINE STREET? Pls say YES or NO. (am I being PUN’K??)
ME: NO!
VM: repeat step 4
ME: AD..MIRAL..TY.. LI..NK!! (I was expecting to hear sumbody giggling at the back of the line.)
VM: Did I hear u say ADMIRALTY LINK? Pls say YES or NO.
ME: YES! (wat is this???)
VM: Pls say the building number or name. (is this STILL real? Still waiting to hear the giggle.)
ME: 401! (den I heard the line like switched tape or sumting like dat lah..)
VM: The postal code is 750401. (waiting somebody to shout "U R BEING PUN’K!!”)
VM: To repeat blah blah blah... (I jus hang up.)
ME: eeeekkkk...MACAM BODOH JE!!! (like stupid)

Told my sis n my mum. We were laughing. Me feeling very stupid. My sis said maybe it’s a prank but I told her I heard the ‘switching tape’ sound n some more nothing happened. Gave me the correct postal code some more.. funny rite.. I think they should jus stick to the old fashion voice message. I’d prefer to press the stupid no 1 or 2 or whatever number lah as long as it’s not verbally. Ceh!!

2004-07-12T16:33:00.000+08:00

OMG!! S/he called twice!! Why!? Don believe me izit!! DAMN!!! Dis is not de first time u noe.. aarrggghh!!!! Some ppl!! I don understand why... ceh!!

Anyway.. today me gonna pick up the book ‘Semesra Bayanganmu’ written by Mira W., reserved at the library. Yeah!! I personally recommend to those who know/understand indonesian language to read the novels written by her. wah promo promo ehehehe... she have written a lot of fiction books that is very very good n most of these stories have actually been produced into a telemovie. You can actually imagine urself being part of the characters in the story. Some are very damn emotional. I remembered reading a book which is so damn touchy I cried reading it from the first part to the chapter till de end. I cannot leave the book a side for a min. first time I read the book, I wasn’t expecting it to be so touchy or me to be so emotional. I was waiting for my kunkins at de clinic, he was suppose to have his checkup due to the accident (read my earliest post), I read the first few chapters n I was feeling it already. Damn! I was trying very hard to hold back my tears. Duh!! I was in public n I have no tissue at that time. When he came, he was like..why ur looks like u r crying? dis story I’m reading is soo good n very touchy. I cannot control myself lah.... den I continued to read.. damn I really cannot control myself. Tears are ready to flow out of my eyes. He saw n he asked me to put away the book n continue it AT HOME. I continued reading it at home untill de end of it. Alone in my room. Wah..I really cannot control myself n cried like somebody have whacked me real hard or somebody have died or something like dat lah, untill my eyes were swollen from crying. REALLY!!! I NEVER BLUFF ONE! hehehe.. so drama ah.. but it’s the truth. If u read my sis blog, she also read the book. Read how she also got emotional abt it. When she was reading it, I asked, where r u now? she said she’s at blah blah blah part of the story.. den how come u r not crying by now? aiyah.. where got sad one de story?? den after dat, maybe she got the feeling already, she cried like nobody’s business like dat. Haha!! There.. I tell u de story is damn touchy.
Anyway, the book Semesra Bayanganmu is now showing at an indon channel @ RCTI, with a different title, Bunga Perawan. Acted by Agnes Monica, who is very popular at de moment, n Steve Emmanuel. For those who watched the Pesta Perdana back few months ago, should remember him being the handsome actor who was gave out an award alongside with Sri Wahyuni. Ya..dat’s him. handsome eh!!!?? Well, the telemovie is very good n I cannot wait to read the book cos the book is much more better den the telemovie. More long-winded.

Ok ok I think I’m going home now (still thinking actually ehehehe!!). gonna pick something at my frens home. So till my next entry...cherio!!!.

walau wey now raining how to go back....?

2004-07-09T14:18:00.000+08:00

Yesterday’s episode of ‘the O.C’ was so funny...Seth was soo cute..n funny.. lurve e way he talks.. haiz~~ I think now I have a crush on SETH!! LOL!!! I hate the way Summer treats Seth like dat. Jus making use of him but he still don’t get it.. Seth n d other gerl...err...Sen izit?..aiyah forget e name lah.. oh well I think Seth n her fits perfectly together rather than Summer!! huh! n den e time when e whole family don want Seth’s mum, Kristen, to cook was so funny..hahha!!
I love the O.C n I lurve e casts. Cannot wait for nxt wk’s episode..

HAVE A GREAT FRAIDIE DADIE DAE PPL N A GREAT WKN TOO AIK!!

o so cold...

2004-07-08T17:10:00.000+08:00

Wah!! Finally I found e layout I lurve.. very karefull n e falling petals feels like it’s e autumn season. Satisfied liao...Today’s weather is soo cold… have been raining almost e whole day. My fingers r all numb due to e coldness of e aircon. byk typo error pasal jari dah nak jadi beku Since I’m feeling cosy n warm with my sweater on, ma socks on n me covering meself wif the shawl a.k.a blankie, my whole body is ok except for ma fingers. MENTAL NOTE: bring gloves tomorrow. Wah...like snow in here... I think I should request me boss to put a small heater under my table ;p
Ok now donno wat to write already...err...oh ya...now ma work is piling up already so I got a lot of POs to type BUT that doesn’t mean I’m gonna stop skiving hehehe... I think I’m addicted with dis blogging world already. Ok ok... I’ll update again some other time aik!!
Bye for now...

o so comfy hug hug

2004-07-05T16:15:00.000+08:00

yeah!! me strongly agree wif this poll. cuddle cuddle kinda person n kissing on the forehead is so lomentik for me... haiz~~
must meet kunkins tonite hehehe... ;p

cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed

What Sign of Affection Are You?
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1 2 buckle my shoe, 3 4 shut e door, 5 6....

2004-07-05T10:43:00.000+08:00

My wkN was full of thinking to do, speechless moments, very emotional, excited at same time, nervous n……. speechless again. Not going to tell yet. Too early.

Today me officer is on leave. Yeah!! Can go skiving again. Well everyday actually hehehe… ;p Today’s weather is sooo sejuk. I loike…. Luckily I got my shawl a.k.a blankie wif me so I can snuggle in it. I got my socks on n sweater. aaahh….. so comfortable. Feel like at home.. ya my work place is like at home. Me lazy to work, as usual. I think I’ll be doing a lot of daydreaming n will type a few POs today. BUT….. dat’s wat I’ve been doing for almost everyday!! Haha! Frankly speaking, the longer I stay here the more I wonder why am I here. It seems dat daydreaming, surfing the net most of the time n typing a few POs everyday is wat I do ard here…. wasting time only… I might as well do all these from my home n still get paid! Good ah… Who wants my job??!!! Nah… u can have mine… go n send ur application now!! I cannot tahan liao!!!

Hopefully the weather can stay like dis the whole day. Ok ok… I want to switch to skiving mode liao… Boi Boi!!!

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i am pretty! yeah!!

2004-07-03T09:44:00.000+08:00

i'm like HER!! yeah!! wat a babe rite... ya i noe. Dat's me.. (",)

You're Kirsten. You're kind and intelligent. You
have a tendency to be over analytical but you
have an affinity for romanticism anyway. You're
level headed and good at hiding that which
bothers you. You prefer to meet adversity head
on and right away but the people around you
don't always agree. You're a born leader and
tremendously generous but people have a
tendency to take advantage of your generosity
and soft side. You know how to get what you
want out of situations and it usually results
in something good for most involved. You know
how to compromise but don't always like to. You
can take pleasure in the simple things and
often do or try to anyway.

Which OC Character are you most like?
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are u scared of the dark?

2004-06-30T11:12:00.000+08:00

Everybody is talking abt e black-out last nite. Almost the whole of Spore kena black-out. Luckily my favourite show have jus ended when the electricity decided to take time off. I was abt to clean the kitchen n my small bro was walking into mummy’s room when it went total darkness all of sudden. He was calling for my mum panicly n my mum was searching for him in the dark. I tot the circuit got tripped in my house den I looked out the window n saw dat the whole neighborhood was dark. I can see some of the houses started to light candles but some still in darkness. Kecoh seh…. Some ppl were flashing torchlight outside on the carpark n the opp flat. It was fun. Neighbors were giving out candles to those who don’t have any. My little bro was very happy abt the black-out cos of the candles dat was all over the house. Candles always reminded him of birthdays so he was like chanting ‘yeah yeah happy befdae happy befdae’ n jumping up n down. Running from kitchen to corridor den into the rooms. Swinging the torchlight everywhere and when the battery went flat he was like ‘no more battery….??” in a sad tone… den he ran to the kitchen n pulling the drawers to look for batteries. Den I told him dat we don have spare battery. Den he was like… “ya… got battery”… den cont looking for them. In all the excitements he den gave up looking for them. He helped to light the candles. I think he was the most happy little person abt all dis black-out thingy. At one point he was running up n down the kitchen n corridor when he stopped in between. He kept quiet. Den I heard some water dripping sound. OMG!!! He peed in the middle of the hall. He was too happy abt everything dat he din feel it coming or maybe jus trying to control himself! Hahahah!!! So cute….
My kunkins (I’ve given a short form for kuntahkinteh…. hehehe…) called apparently his place was also black-out at the same time as us. He was actually having his supper when the electricity went off….hehehe… poor him, have to eat in the dark. My sis told us dat her fiancee was withdrawing some cash and jus received the receipt when everything go dark in Teban. Luckily the money was already out if not….. haha.. wonder how those ppl who got stuck in the lift for abt 2hrs ah…. Luckily they were not suffocated inside. Very dangerous ah… for those who are living on the top floor will either have to climb the stairs all the way up.. fuyoooh…. tired siol…. or jus have to hang ard down stair.
After one hr plus kunkins told me dat his area the electricity was up but mine still not… by the time the electricity was up like 1hrs later, I was already 15mins into dreamland. luckily… if not I’ll wake up with my bed all wet. (with my perspire ah… don’t think of other thing hor…)

Now me typing dis entry, I wish dat there’s black-out here so I can have my early afternoon nap ;p
*yawn* too sleepy cos din get to have my morning nap some more had heavy breakfast…. arrgghhh cannot tahan liao…*yawn*

where are u my dear?

2004-06-29T15:07:00.000+08:00

Lately me haven’t been feeling like updating anything. I donno how long I can keep dis ‘blog’ going, some more with my pc at home still not UP yet n I have to depend on the pc at work, but I’ll try my very best to update now n then AIK!

For the past few days I’ve been trying to figure and sorting out some certain things in my life. I feel like my life is not moving. the boredom in me is crying out loud n hard. I think it’s time for me to do something abt it. I’m not having fun.. I’m in dilemma. I donno whether i should do dis or dat, should I choose dat instead of dis… I donno…. I’m scared…. But don worry dear, I know I’ll be ok.

Yesterday, after work, I dropped by JP to return some overdue books at the library. Paid some unpaid fines n top up my cashcard, tot of using the internet there. When I turned around to look for any empty seats at the computer/multimedia section den somebody came up to me. She’s my ex-colleague. Said hellos, asked how-are-you and yadayada…. den she asked if I want to sit somewhere else and catch up on things. I said, “Why not!” we sat at the Coffee-Bean and talked for almost 3hrs plus! We really talked so much. Actually when she was still working at my current workplace, our offices were at different yard. We didn’t really talk dat much other den hies n hellos. But yesterday was like as if we were old buddies. Dat really surprised me.
After yesterday’s catching up with her, I suddenly miss my old buddies. My secondary school buddies. My real buddies who were my partners-in-crimes during those days when Math lesson was ‘sleeping’ lesson. It has been so so long after the last time we met. Before some got married and some got engaged. Now everybody is busy with work n his or her own life. Have been trying to set a date with everybody but our time jus doesn’t permit us. Sometimes I wonder why I can meet up with my NAFA frens, who r also busy with stuffs, but still we got to meet up for dinner once in awhile. I really do miss them. miss their stupid jokes n their nonsense crap. Wonder wat are they doing now……

Anaconda!!!??

2004-06-26T09:24:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to the library with dearie after work. He wanted to know how to create a blog. So I taught him how. His blog is up ppl but I don know whether it’ll be permanent or it’s jus a trial. Anyways he won’t be updating dat often but do drop by his ok. Den after all e creating n stuff, I dropped by mine n he happened to read my previous entry. Den he asked, “eh why u call me ‘dearie’?? macam kental lah….”…huh!! wat’s wrong wif dat? “hey!! It’s my blog so it’s my wish lah want to call u wat…. Den wat do u want me to call u?” … “erm.. kuntahkinteh maybe…heheh.” “wat!! Ok den I’ll call u kuntahkinteh (“,)”N so my kuntahkinteh cont to read den he laugh his head off… WAT!!! WHY!!?? Den he pointed to the word ‘anaconda’ n he laugh laugh laugh. Why is he laughing like dat???!!! Wait….. IDIOT!!! SO THE STORY ABT THE ANACONDA IS A BLUFF!!!!! KURANG AJERRRR!!! i don need to confirm dat. his face n the way he laughs at it tells all. Damn him!! He fooled me AGAIN!!! See lah being me who don’t experience much ie very naïve…. always kena fooled by him! Damn!! Like I’ve tot so….. maybe he was talking abt a ‘different’ anaconda…. Hmmmm… ceh!!! Hahahaha!!! (don’t start to otak kuning ah korang korang…. ;p)

Lesson learnt: Never believe guys who tell stupid ridiculous stories like the ‘Anaconda’. DAMN!!!

huh!! wat???

2004-06-24T17:57:00.000+08:00

Rite now my officer n my colleague are out of the yard to attend some training course or something like dat lah in another yard. So the whole office is left to me alone (“,) den ape lagi… skiving lah aku!!! Heheheh….. eh tak lah… ade jugak buat keje sikit ;p

Last nite when out to meet my dearie. Went to eat at Delifrance. I had the new Pasta Dri-sumting-sumting set meal n dearie got himself the Potato Dri-sumting-sumting set meal + soup of the day (mushroom cream soup). I tot the pasta will be cover with thick melted cheese jus like the one we had @ Breekz. But it smelled like curry instead. It’s EXTRAORDINAIRE…NOT! apart from the thick slices of chicken dat is yummy, the pasta @ Breekz is much more SUPERLICIOUS! (still can taste the thick sticky cheese in my mouth).
After dat we went back to my place to get the car. U see…I have to wait for me papa to come back fr work only den I can use the car. Got the car den we jus drive around without any specific place to go. Den dearie drove to the hilltop at Jurong Bird Park. At the top we can see almost the whole part of Jurong Island. At first I tot dat was the Tuas checkpoint cos it looked exactly like the checkpoint where there’s lanes and the signal lights on the ceiling to indicate whether the lane is occupied or not. Dat kinda thing lah… I pointed to dearie den he said ‘Cannot be lah!!” den I tot ya hor… we are standing near Jurong Bird Park n how come Tuas checkpoint like so near ah?? Dats when I realise dat dat is Jurong Island. We can see the long bridge dat the ppl there use to enter Jurong Island jus like the bridge to JB. Den I spotted JE Mrt station. Amazing ah…. Can even see the train moving in n out. Actually the hill top is not like Mount Faber. The thing dat make us see clearer of the view is the ‘spiral’ tower which is 4 or 5 storey high. It’s not as high as Mount Faber but still u can see beautiful views. It was built in 1970. Not many ppl was there. I think those who were there only came to have dinner at the restaurants. There are two restaurants. If I’m not wrong there’s a Japanese n a Chinese restaurant. Nothing much to expect there actually. Only those with vehicles can go up there. There’s no other way to go up there. Unlike Mount Faber. Now u can actually walk up to the top of Mount Faber.
Come to think of it….there’s only two of these hills where u can view part or whole of Singapore from the top. Mount Faber and the hill at Jurong Bird Park. Do u guys know of any other hills dat are like these??

Well, den we drove to Kranji dam. Yesterday was the second time dearie brought me there. Wat were we doing there…??? No mama, kite tak romen.. ceh!! Like I said, we have no specific plan so we drove around lah…. as we were passing by the Lim Chu Kang area (we have to passed by there b4 reaching the dam), my dearie told me dat during his army days he used to frequent the area driving the army trucks. Have u guys been there?? The roads are two-way lane. Left n right are bushes n trees. Jus like driving thru M’sia road in the kampong area. The place is very quiet. I remembered the first time dearie brought me there, I was the one driving n dearie was the one showing me the way. I got really scared as we go into the area. Felt like hiding inside dearie's shirt n let the car drive on its own. Heehhe…. Tak de lah… ape tak!! Drive tgk straight je den skali nampak benda yg kite tak nak nengok canne... Seram kan!!!??? Anyways, my dearie said dat there are army camps inside all the bushes n trees. n he have to drive thru the ‘jungle’. Sape sangke kat dlm tu ade camp… korang tak tau kan…. Aku baru tau… hehe ;p Den drive drive drive baru kite reached the dam. Dearie told me dat once he tot he saw something dat looks like the anaconda in the dam. Serious or not???!!! Maybe it’s jus the water snake… but he said he saw part of the head. Huh!!! Really ah??!!! Scary ah…. Wa… I think ah army boy always got a lot of interesting stories to tell. Best jugak eh…
Den after dat we jus drive drive drive donno go where. We really make full use of the car. Eh tapi minyak tak byk pakai tau…. After dat send dearie home n I reached home when CSI started like 15min ago. ceh…

Wa very long ah today’s entries…See lah I type type until my colleague come back already. Now waiting to go home only. Time really past by very fast ah…haiz… ok lah ppl. till my nxt entry AIK. Bye!!

wat to wear, wat to wear, wat to wear....

2004-06-24T12:04:00.000+08:00

Since morning I’ve been trying very damn hard not to log into the net until lunchtime. But once I’ve wake up from my short morning nap (I reached the yard @ 6.40am but officially the siren only sound @ 7.30am so wat do u expect me do for dat 45min b4 I start work ah?? continue sleeping in the office lah.. ceh.. n so I call dat my ‘morning nap’ ;), I switched the PC ‘on’ n log-in to the net to take a peek at the blog world for awhile. See wat happened after I logged out since yesterday afternoon. Gatal kan… ;P after look here n there… I have my breakfast @ 8.45am. talk talk to my colleague. den I realised dat my colleague n I coincidentally decided to wear the same stripe shirt today. Looks like today we are wearing our ‘uniform’ hehehe… actually it’s the ‘lazy’ day AGAIN hhahaha… no need to iron. Jus grab n wear ;) I think I should buy more of this type of material since I’m lazy to iron my cloth for like…everyday!!! hey dragging u noe to keep on thinking of wat to wear everyday n to iron them n have to keep remembering which-day-I-wear-wat kinda thing as not to make myself wear the same thing twice in a wk. ti org cakap ‘eh asal dekni asek pakai baju same je… tak de baju lain ke….??” Memang aku dah tak de baju lain!!! *sob sob* have not been going shopping for so so so long… I can’t even remember when was the last time I went shopping. Me n my dearie have been avoiding to shop in town for quite sometime cos 1) now hate the crowd. Wah I tell u now the crowd in Orchard Rd is like there’s some festive season going on or coming soon. Last time like dat kinda crowd only happened on wkNs and school holidays but now everyday is like wkN n school holidays. Some more with GSS going on…. Want to watch movie.. full house, want to eat… got no seat, want to take the bus/mrt…very pack, want to go toilet… long queue. aiyah everywhere got a lot of ppl lah.. 2) tired of looking for stuffs dat I don even know wat to look for. N if I do, they normally don have my size especially shoes. I have a body of a gal but a pair of feet of a GUY!! dat’s y now I prefer to wear slippers. normally the stock for big sizes only come in a few n they will be gone within days. N during Sales season the big sizes either no stock or have already run out of stock very fast cos the best have already been grabbed by the kiasu shoppers (no offence fella shoppers). 3) payday always falls on the wrong date n when it comes there’s always things to pay lah dis n dat lah n yadda… end of the day it only left me which money to pay for my food. So most of the time me n my dearie spend most of our money on FOOD. haiz~ dat explains a lot ah…. But still those are my 'excuses'. Basically I, or we, me n my dearie, are jus LAZY to go thru all these.

ah now lunch time liao… can log-in to the net already!! Yeah!!!
today's menu: toasted bread with cheese ;/

Happy lunching ppl (“,)

the virus have come to visit.

2004-06-23T16:27:00.000+08:00

Why do men have dis SUPER SIZE EGO dat we have to tolerate each and everyday of our life? Thinking of it makes me sick to the gut. We ladies, too, have dat egotistical character but it is buried way way deep inside of us. It will only surface out once in awhile. And when it does, it still can never compete with DAT creature we call MEN. as much as we hated them, we still have to admit dat we love them and cannot leave without them. They add colours to our life. BUT still don’t understand why they have dat thing breeding inside them and it’s SUPER SIZE somemore u noe…

Well today feeling a bit mi*ang hehe... (errmm actually donno wat to wear lah) last nite I've decided dat if by morning I still donno wat to wear and if I’m in a hurry (which is like… everyday…), I’ll jus wear the skirt dat I’ve iron n hanged in the cupboard since last sat. jus grab n wear. So easy. Lazy?? Hehe a bit lah ;p
Work is the same everyday. Type type type…. Very boring u noe… mind is wandering outside the yard. Eyes keep on looking at the watch. Bile nak balik…. Maybe today meeting him. but I donno lah… confirm or not. Mind is full of stuffs. have been thinking abt my future. I think I’m still not over with the mid-life crisis. A lot of things still not satisfied and not fulfilled yet. Feeling frustrated. Have not been feeling energetic for dis past few days cos my source of energy merajuk till I donno when. Hopefully dia dah ok before…tomorrow. I CANNOT STAND IT ALREADY!!

tell me more, tell me more, izit Love at first sight?

2004-06-22T13:10:00.000+08:00

yesterday, i was turning in to Power98 on my way back fr work. They were discussing on the topic of 'whether or not do u believe in Love at First Sight'....
one of the DJ said he was having dinner wif his family at a restaurant. den his father suddenly said, 'Wa!!! look at dat gerl..." den dis DJ turn ard n saw the gerl. his mouth dropped n was jus blown away by dis gerl. according to him everything abt the gerl jus suit he's 'dream' gerl. not b'cos of her figure or beauty (later he confessed dat he actually din really take notice abt dat part) but the way she carries herself, the way her body language, the 'vibe' she gave him and at dat instance he knew it was love at first sight for him. dat when the topic came up.

Do u actually believe in Love at First Sight??

as for me i don really believe in it (or maybe i din really understand it). to me, u will know when he/she's the one for u when the chemistry is there… have to know the person as a fren first n time will tell all. at least dat’s how me n my dearie started off. klau nak di citekan panjang kau…. Till today alhamdulillah the chemistry is still there n hope it will keep on growing strong each day (“,)

To my dearie: I MISS U!!

2004-06-22T12:01:00.000+08:00

see.... below entry was suppose to be last wk's entry but... obviously u all will know lah rite cos it's posted @ 5.33am!! CRAZY!! at 5.33 in the morning i jus woke up n ready to bathe. i would have no time to post an entry dat early. ceh!!! but ironically the feeling dat says in dat entry is still the same now... macam tau pulak dia yg aku ni masih bingit!!!

arrrgghhh!!!!!

2004-06-22T05:33:00.000+08:00

i donno how long is dis gonna last. it keeps repeating itself over n over again. whose mistake izit??? how to amend it. why should anyone admit??? i don understand why, how, when, where......

I'M SICK OF IT!!!!

i wanna shout my lungs out!!!

2004-06-21T15:08:00.000+08:00

NOTHING have help my mood gets any better so far (tanks for ur wishes ppl). Jus now my fren ask me wat happened to my LinkyLink den i realise all my frens' link are gone... Apparently doneeh.com has went kaput for i donno till when. den i visit my sis's blog n IT DEFINATELY MADE MY DAY EVEN WORST.... her layout is much nicer den mine!!! KURANG AJEERRR!!! she got Tigger for her layout!!! i want my Pooh...... *sob sob* den tot i should get my head occupied by other things so i called my aunt for some gossiping session but she's not at home!!! n worst of all he still din call me.. *sob sob* maybe later but i'm not quite sure if he will.. :( Dear ur call will make my day brighter den the sun outside.....

haiz~....

wat a MONDAY!!!

2004-06-21T12:39:00.000+08:00

U WANNA KNOW WAT HAPPENED!!!??? I TELL U WAT HAPPENED!!!
Dis morning i was checking my mails n received 2 mails from 'Delivery Notification' thing saying dat my 2 previous entries have been delayed for a least 1 day. NOT 1 DAY U IDIOT!!! IT HAVE BEEN A FEW DAYS NOW!!!! so dat means wat i type long long for a few days now have gone donno where... AAARRGHHH!!!! or might appear on ur screen in a few days time!!! f**king s**t!!! (opps sorry fella bloggers for the inappropriate language)damn co server very slow!!! tu lah pelokek sgt sampai server pun tak nak cooperate!!

Den after reading the mails, i've decided to post another entry but dis time thru blogger.com. and so i retype a very long n sad story abt my last fri visit to SGH (now no mood to tell liao...)n my spoilt wkN... after typing dat much, n dis idiot who trusted the network, clicked 'Publish Post'. n the nxt thing dat prompt out on the screen was a msg to enter my ID n password to enter the network!!! AARRGGGHHH!!!!! IDIOT!!! i was crossing my fingers n toes n watever dat i can cross, hopping dat it'll link to the 'Posting' screen n it'll cont publish my recent post. jus like i tot so.... it went to the log-in screen of blogger.com n when i logged-in, checked my recent post column AND WAT DID U KNOW... NOTHING WAS RECENTLY POSTED!!! den i was praying dat later after i log-out for until lunch (which is now!) the server will be bck n my DAT entry will appear BUT..... haiz~ i don wanna say anything anymore...

hope u all will have a better Monday den me. n i hope dat e rest of the day will not turn sour on me.... :(

eating out anybody???

2004-06-17T15:13:00.000+08:00

my sis called jus now asked me to recommend/suggest her some new eating places. She asked ME!!! ya lah me used to know a few places. but i no more eat outside. now me very the budget leh.... if i do eat outside it'll always be the coffeeshop near my house or at BLK 26 Teck Whye Lane. i tell u the mee goreng is highly recommended but it's all up to each individuals' taste bud lah...
ever since i've started to blogread, i've got to know some new highly recommended eating places such as the 'Hara Tim Sum'.... yes Diah i know u'r gonna say dat place.... it's like written all over ur blog... ;p
but i don't really know where the places i.e the add is..... i've tried to look inside the Yellow pages but it doesn't help.

So my dear bloggers, pls be a kind soul n tell/recommend me some of the eating places dat u've been to.

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Recently i've not been feeling very well. my whole body is aching. headache come n go. feel like i'm gonna fall sick any min but dat virus didn't really want to appear. it's not dat i am praying to fall sick. but once in a while got MC ok wat.... heheheh!!!!
i badly need to get a massage from head to toe. the aching in my neck n back is hurting so much. aarrrgghhhhh......... lately have been feeling very tired easily. aiyah..... everything feel pain n aching.... maybe it's abt time dat i do EXERCISE!!! ppl say dat if u exercise at least 3x a wk, u'll feel refresh n energise... izit true??? been trying to discipline myself to exercise but the feet just doesn't want to move when the mind say "Exercise! Gym! Exercise! Gym!!"
maybe dis wkN i'll drag my dearie along to jog or go to the gym.... MAYBE lah hor.... ;p

w0t t0 d0, w0t t0 d0, w0t t0 d0....

2004-06-14T16:24:00.000+08:00

me back is aching. me throat is dry. me feeling cold. me lazy to do work. dying to lay down in me bed wif me Poohs n blankie. have been blogreading the whole day....ALMOST... trying to control meself from surfing the net before me got caught red-handed by me officer or the IT ppl. this is bad.... but me cannot control meself.... too bored in the office.... donno whether wanna OT or go back home when the siren sounds.

spend wkN wif me dearie at home when me BIG BOSSES not home (",) tot of watching HP wif sis n dearie but since we left home late n EuroCup fever starts dat nite, so we jus when to eat dinner cum supper @ Breekz n came home jus on time to watch the 1st EuroCup game. me was having headache after so much of eating n laughing n teasing for one day so didn't accompany dearie watch the game. when me got home, me washed up, changed into PJs, ate panadol n lay down beside dearie while he watched the game. fall asleep within mins. woke up when me dearie switched off the TV. den continued to sleep till the sun rises nxt day.

n so the EuroCup fever has started. most prob be seeing less of me dearie. UNLESS me want to accompany him watch the game den it'll be other wise.

ohhh.... the siren have sounded... should i or should not i????

Reflection of life.

2004-06-14T10:32:00.000+08:00

When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember "the mayonnaise jar......and the coffee."

A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front
of him. When the class began, wordlessly he picked up a very large and
empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then
asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was.

So the professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the
jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas
between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was
full. They agreed it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of
course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar
was full. The students responded with a unanimous "Yes."

The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and
poured the entire contents into the jar, effectively filling the empty
space between the sand. The students laughed.

"Now," said the professor, as the laughter subsided, " I want you to
recognize that this jar represents your life. The golf balls are
the important things like your family, your children, your health, your
friends, your favourite passions, things that if everything else
was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full. The pebbles
are the other things that matter like your job, your house,
and your car. The sand is everything else, like the small stuff."

"If you put the sand into the jar first," he continued, " there is no room
for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life.
If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff, you will never
have room for the things that are important to you. Pay
attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Play with your
children. Take time to get medical checkups. Take your
partner out to dinner. There will always be time to clean the house and fix
the disposal. Take care of the golf balls first, the things
that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand."

One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee
represented. The professor smiled. " I'm glad you asked. It just goes
to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room
for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend".

Have a nice day ppl!!

munch,munch,munch....

2004-06-11T06:27:00.000+08:00

It's LUNCH TIME already PEOPLE!!! bread with cheese again for today menu... umm actually it's everyday 4 me hehehehe.... trying to lose those flabby parts in my tummy n lose weight here n here n here...... munching on my bread while thinking of creamy pasta, mummy's spagetti, bubur cha-cha with pumpkins, food at Breekz... mouth watery liao... haiz~~ can't wait for payday!!! uurrggghhh!!!!!

HAPPY LUNCHIN' PEOPLE (",)

Things aren't always what they seem.

2004-06-08T09:05:00.000+08:00

I received this yesterday.... It is a very good advise for u all out there who thinks negatively abt life when things turns out the other way round.

Two travelling angels stopped to spend the night in the home of a wealthy family. The family was rude and refused to let the angels stay in the mansion's guestroom. Instead the angels were given a small space in the cold basement. As they made their bed on the hard floor, the older angel saw a hole in the wall and repaired it. When the younger angel asked why, the older angel replied, "Things aren't always what they seem."
The next night the pair came to rest at the house of a very poor, but very hospitable farmer and his wife. After sharing what little food they had the couple let the angels sleep in their bed where they could have a good night's rest. When the sun came up the next morning the angels found the farmer and his wife in tears. Their only cow, whose milk had been their sole income, lay dead in the field? The younger angel was infuriated and asked the older angel how could you have let this happen? The first man had everything, yet you helped him, she accused. The second family had little but was willing to share everything, and you let the cow die.
"Things aren't always what they seem," the older angel replied. "When we stayed in the basement of the mansion, I noticed there was gold stored in that hole in the wall. Since the owner was so obsessed with greed and unwilling to share his good fortune, I sealed the wall so he wouldn’t find it."
"Then last night as we slept in the farmers bed, the angel of death came for his wife. I gave him the cow instead. Things aren't always what they seem."

Sometimes that is exactly what happens when things don't turn out the way they should. If you have faith, you just need to trust that every outcome is always to your advantage. You might not know it until some time later...

Life sucks, Reality bites...

2004-06-07T11:22:00.000+08:00

Have u ever wish that u get to stay as a kid for as long as u can be......?
U don't have to solve a lot of problems, don't have to work hard to earn a lot of money, don't have to choose between things dat u don't know which to choose, tyring very hard to please other people... as a kid u don't have to go thru all these... others will do dat for u..
All u know is eat, watch cartoons, play till the sun sets, have fun in school, laugh n laugh n laugh.....

haiz~~ As u grow old, u often hear people say "Life sucks, Reality bites". Life really do sucks when u have to go thru the bitter path of life... When things doesn't turn out the way u want it to be, u tend to look at the negative side of life. Blaming on whoever dat is, unfortunately, passing by in ur life. When u play the proper way to play the game of life, reality will bite u back real hard. U sometimes jus don't know what to do....

Well, dat's life... u jus have to take it in with a pinch of salts.

blind little fly....

2004-06-05T11:01:00.000+08:00

Do anybody know how to kill a fly??
I've heard a stupid joke abt poking ur index finger into ur butt/shit hole n stick dat finger out into the air n the fly will come flying onto ur finger. when it sits on ur finger den u'll quickly wrap the finger with a small plastic bag or jus quickly cover it with tissue paper. Leaving the fly no time to escape.... hahahaha stupid... wonder if anybody ever try it khakhakha!!!

Well my chances of me killing a fly came jus now....
It came irritatingly flying in front of me n with no patience at all, i gave it my super sonic karate chops ayak... yak...ahkk...yakkk...., slap it with both hands without any mercy... spakk....pakkk...pakkk, i missed it..., another karate chops.... ayakkkk....yakkk...yakkk....den.....spakkkk.... finally it lay flat in between my hands.... eeeeyakkkzzz.... a bit of some watery watery stuffs came out of it... phewwuuu... i tell u... it's not easy man...

wa... full of imagination ah me hehehe.... actually it din happened dat way lah....
i was reading my mail when i saw, from the side of my eyes, something flying onto my sweater. or so i've guess... i jus slap it down den i din see it escaping... eh... the thing din get to escape!! wa don tell me i did really catch the fly... lo n behold.... i REALLY did catch the fly!!! for the first time in my life.... haha i think this fly is either plain stupid or have lost all his senses.... hahha...eeee soo geli to smash the fly in between my finger... well i did kill it by wrapping it with a tissue paper.... poor fly... die in the hand of yours truly ME!! (",)

tick tock the clock is ticking...

2004-06-04T11:47:00.000+08:00

sometimes u jus wish u don nit to wait
sometimes u jus wish dat u don have to part
sometimes u jus wish it's gonna b a long conversation
sometimes u jus wish things were different
sometimes u jus wish u could get over n done with it
sometimes u jus wish dat u don have to wake up n let the dream ends
sometimes u jus wish dat u can turn back the time n make it better
sometimes u jus wish dat life will b easy on u
sometimes u jus wish dat u don have to sacrifice
sometimes u jus wish somebody can help
sometimes u jus wish u could help n make things easy
sometimes u jus wanna let it all out
sometimes u jus wanna ignore all consequences coming by
sometimes u jus wanna feel it, taste it, touch it....
sometimes .........

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wat a wkN......

2004-06-03T08:51:00.000+08:00

my wkN was spend by visiting my granny in e hospital. she got stroke on her right side of her body. but after my dad came to visit on fri, she showed some progress of recovery. her right leg can now move but still not strong enuf to stand. she can now speak softly but her right arm still cannot move. b4 my family came to visit, my aunt said that my granny din even want to do anything. jus laid down on e bed n kept mum n ate little. den on Tues my mum told me dat my granny can now go home n do her physiotherapy (did i got the spelling rite??? ah wat the heck...) at home.
den on Mon my dearie got himself into an accident wif a bus. luckily e bus din go over his left anckle. it jus got tersepit under e front wheel... my sis's fiancee when to look at his bike after e ambulance took my dearie to e hospital, he die die tot my dearie was in a very bad condition. most parts of e bike was badly damage. even my dearie's helmet was thrown into e drain n e viser tercabut fr e helmet itself. when i got e phone call fr him, while i was in e shower, he sound cool abt e accident. at 1st i tot it was a minor accident but when he said dat he's waiting 4 e ambulance to pick him up, i was shocked. i asked him "r u ok?" he said, "yeah.... i'm orite... it's nothing actually...i'll call u when i've reached e hospital k." NOTHING he said!!! if it's nothing den how come u r waiting 4 e ambulance!! my whole body was shacking after he hang up. told my sis n coincidently her fiancee was at my home so i got him to go n c him at e place where e accident happened. i was supposed to send my cousin home. so i had to have my sis to accompany me so dat she can answer e phone while i'm driving. i was trying very hard to focus on the road.
reached e hospital n there he was watching TV at e corner wif his left anckle got wrapped up wif bandage. he was ok. he only got a few bruises n cuts. no broken bones or stuffs. except dat he's limping,other den dat he's ok. THANK GOD!!!
for those who is riding on the road, PLEASE BE XTRA CAREFUL N STAY ALERT WHILE ON THE ROAD!

virgin me....

2004-05-29T23:30:00.000+08:00

testing testing 1 2 3 ......